A Perfect Present

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Aphmaus POV-

I was sitting outside my newly built house, Thinking

Its become a regular thing with me, after a long day I take time to reflect

Thorgi was still with Kiki so I don't have to worry

"Oh Aphmau, Your in to deep" I mumbled to myself

What was I thinking coming from a missing past, to make a new one 2 days in,

I CANT JUST ROCK UP TO A VILLAGE I WAS SENT TO SAVE 2 PEOPLES LIVES THEN BECOME LORD!

Ugh what is wrong with me

What did they leave for

did they leave because of me

"I-is it me....."

Thoughts came rushing into my head,

mostly memories of times with my friends in my old village

My favourite was my birthday, which is also Valentines day, which is in hm 2 days wow

Every year I would throw a party for the couples in the village and watch fro the hill above the village,

Since No one really liked me but my friends and family

I then remember a lot of times I hooked up my brother with my best friend haha

"Heh" I sighed looking over the town

"I guess I could Live with what I have?, Gah these villagers don't deserve the pain I might cause, maybe I should go, NO I cant" I sat deep in thought

"Why....." I whispered

"Why what?" figures came sitting next to me

"Hm?, Oh Heya Guys" I said smiling at Laurence and Garroth

"Today was eventful am I right?" Laurence laughed

"Heh Very" I smiled

"How do you do that?" Laurence asked

"What?"

"Sit there thinking about something, day dreaming, talking to others and concentrate on the conversation too?" Garroth laughed

"I don't know really, sorry Im just *sigh* tired"

"Need me to carry you home again" Garroth chuckled

"Wait what, ARE YOU HITING ON MY LADY?!?!" Laurence yelled

"Hey shush, No he was not! don't wake up everyone!" I whisper yelled

"Sorry" Laurence said shooting a death stare at Garroth

"Should I really be here guys?" I asked them staring at the gate

"What do you mean?"

"Should I really be here, where I am now, Withen a day I made friends with everyone AND saved a guy, the next I renovated the village built a house and saved someone else's life made another enemy, found my old dog, and because Lord, should I REALLY BE HERE IS THIS A DREAM OH PLEASE BE A DREAM!" I yelled crying into my hands

"Aph are you okay?!?!" Laurence yelled pulling me over to him

"I-I-Im scared...."

"Hey me and Laurence have your back forever, heck We will protect you till the day I fall in love with Laurence" Garroth laughed

"Really, you don't love me now?!?!" Laurence laughed

I giggled sitting up,

"Strange you guys make me feel better, *sigh*"

"Haha anytime you need cheering up beautiful, but now I must retire" Laurence said walking off

"Bye"

"Cya Bro"

"Alright Aphmau cut the act whats really going on?" Garroth said turning my face to look at his

"Nothing, Im just scared, is this all really happening?"

"What?"

"This, my life it-it *sigh* Nevermind"

"Aphmau again im saying Im here if you need to talk about it and now im saying some advice, 'If the peculiar past bothers you, live in the Perfect Present, For It promises a Pretty Future' Just think about that It helped me" He chuckled

"Thanks"

"So what now?"

"I don't know"

"Hmmm let me guess" He took off his helm shaking his sandy hair

SHOOT NO YOU DONT LIKE HIM NOPE NPEljoai NAD IM BLUSHING GREAT!

"Yeah?"

"You like purple?" He laughed looking at my house

"HOW DID YOU GUESS?!?!" I said looking surpriced laughing

"Just a guess"

"Garroth, Do you wonder things sometimes? Like the possibility's of everything just thoughts of what could happen, every situation at every time?"

"Sometimes"

"Do you ever regret a mistake, that actually was not a mistake but it was?"

"What?"

"Like, Do you regret making a decision that changed your life for the better but when you stopped it changed everything?" I said looking at his blushed red face

"W-Well sometimes.." He said quickly looking away

"You know something Garroth"

"W-whats that?"

"You blush A lot" I smiled and stood up, helping him up

"And you smile a lot" He laughed putting on his helm

"Well Good night Garroth, wait no Im going to Call you Gar now" I laughed walking into my house

"Goodnight Lord Aphmoo" He said walking away

Wow Aphmooo soooo creativvveeee haha

I ate some food

got into my Pj's Cadenza made and snuggled into bed,

'If the peculiar past bothers you, live in the Perfect Present, For It promises a Pretty Future'

Hm Is that something smart,

Maybe it is time to forget

I smiled drifing off to sleep....









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