A Change Of Place (ohshc fanfic story)

As her sister

Hiruhi P.O.V

I woke up feeling a warm light on my face, realizing what happened an hour before, i was struck in realization, they already saw my eyes, now what! They would ask for the truth, they would ask what happened! Bec. Of me being stupid!!! Ahhh!!!, i mentally said and scream in my head, i curled up into a ball in my bed holding my head with both of my hands and started crying,

They already know and they would find out the reason why grandpa died, that bec. Of me being stupid he died risking his life to an idiot grandaughter of his!, I thought to my self,

But i was still a kid, i dont know what to do, i was just scared and in panick, i reasoned,

NO!!! YOU ARE THE REASON!!! YOU ARE THE REASON WHY HE DIED!!!, a voice in my head said,

"no!! Please stop it!! Please stop!!" i said as i curled up like a ball, while both my hands are covering my ears trying to stop those words,

"HE DIED BEC. YOU WERE SO STUPID!!!!  ITS BEC. OF YOU THAT HIS DEAD,  ITS YOUR FAULT!!!!!!"

"ITS YOUR FAULT!!!!"

"ITS YOUR FAULT!!!"

the voice in my head repeatedly said again and again...

"no please!!! Stop it! Someone please make it stop.." i beg to no one as the words started coming out as a whisper and tears run down to my cheeks,

Then i heard someone shuffle, then that someone hugged me at the back,

I was startled for a second, i turned my head seeing that it was haruhi who hugged me, she smiled sadly,

"its ok, your going to be ok, everything is fine, go back to sleep, ill be here watching over you, i promise i wont leave" haruhi said,

And with that being said, i smiled calmly yet a hint of sadness can be seen, then i closed my eyes and fall asleep knowing that my sister is there for me,

Haruhi P. O. V

When I heard her say those words,  I panicked because I don't know what to do, then I remembered what mom told me when we were little, whenever hiruhi got sick and started crying..

Hug her haruhi,  hug your sister, in times like this,  all she need is love, she need's to know that someone is there beside her, that she's not alone, whenever hiruhi get scared, just hug her,  make her feel your comfort, your love and that your there for her..

And so with those words I got off from my fotton and stand up,  when I look at hiruhi,  she was curled into a ball,  I was about to cry but I realised that she needs me so I softly hug her from the back, she stiffened for a second then she turn her head to look at me,  I smiled reasurringly then she turn her head and relaxed,

I was still hugging her and hearing her calmed breathing from her back, I think she's already asleep so I got off from the bed,  walk in the other side of the bed then laid down,

I watched hiruhis feature, she has her looks more from mom than dad but right now her beautiful face is covered with dry tears,  her eyes and nose is red from crying...

I don't know what happened to her or what is happening to her but I do know one thing clearly,  she's suffering from it,

She was away from us,  a million miles away,  we can't visit her and neither did she, we don't know her every day doing,  and I'm clearly sure that she's hiding something from us,  but why,  why hide something from us, she's clearly suffering from it but why won't she tell us..

I tug her lose hair behind her ear,

"you were away for so long,  and for so long, I wasn't there with you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I wasn't there in times that you needed me,  in times you seek comfort,  when your sad, when you have problems,  I'm so sorry" I softly said while crying..

"I'm sorry mom, I broke my promise,  I didn't take care of hiruhi,  she's suffering right now and I can't do anything, I don't know what to do,  I was supposed to be her sister, if only I know this would happen, if only I know the reason why... " I said crying..

I looked at hiruhi once more, I held her hands tightly in mine,
"I'm sorry" I whispered once more then fall asleep...

Hiruhi P. O. V

I heard everything one-chan has said, she needs to know the truth, what happened that night,  what happened to grandpa and the reason behind this disgusting eyes that I have now,  what happens to me when I was gone and got caught by a group of demon colt

Then I realised,  there's so many things that my own family didn't know,  knowing my sister is also suffering looking at me like this, remembering my grandpa,  it hurts me more than it hurts them since It was my fault,

And with that I closed my eyes to sleep........

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"hey there little girl, are you alone" a man said wearing a coat looking at me with a scary smile,

I was scared that night since I ran away from home and I don't know where to go..

I was scared looking at the man in front of me but I was more scared by the place since it was dark and only a little light from the moon is given to see the way, I don't know where I am or what place am I now since I was running a while ago without looking and remembering my way, I was also slowly loosing my normal breathing so I was constantly loosing air,

The man give me his hand, " come on, let me show you the way" the man wearing a cloak said, 

I was so desperate to go home so I accept his offering hand and let him lead me the way,

We had been walking for like half an hour already so i ask the man where we are going,  he didn't answered so I just stayed quit, I noticed that we are in the forest since there are lots of trees and bushes around,  then suddenly we stop in front of a cave,  he looked at me and smiled creepily,

I was really scared, small tears forming at the side of my eyes, then suddenly a group of people got out of the cave, standing before me was a group of people wearing a cloak exactly the same cloak as the man with me wearing..

Then it hit me, he drag me here,  this was his planed after all!

"no! " I said as I slowly step by step walk backwards with my knees shaking in fear..

Then they got closer by each step I took..

"no! Grandpa!!!!  Grandma!!!!! " I yelled as load as I can,  then I ran as fast as my little feet can go,  but unfortunately with fear in me,  then man that was with me a while ago got me and he raised me up to stop me from running, 

I fight back, I was struggling as hard as I can so that he'll drop me but he punch my stomach so hard that I felt like all my organs inside got squeezed, I can't take the pain that I was feeling then suddenly I felt dizzy,

The last thing I saw was that the light from the forest gets farther and farther,  I think the man that carried me entered the cave,  and with the dizziness I was feeling, I was knocked up and fall asleep...

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I suddenly bolt up from bed,  it was a memory of mine when I got captured by those cloak guys, they were a follower of Satan, I despise them for what they done to me and my eyes.. 

"hiruhi?  What's wrong? " one-chan said,  I must have woken her up,

"oh, uhm I'm fine, it's fine,  just a bad dream that's all" I said to her, lying so that she won't get worried,

"wanna talk about it?" she asked while slowly rubbing her eyes,

" no, it's fine, really I'm fine, now let's go back to sleep" I said to her and she let out a long sigh but I'm sure that it was far from being a sigh of relief, and with that we both fall asleep again...