The This That Theses And Those Kind of Thing

Mental Assesment

As I was heading to my room through the hallway my head blarin' with overwhelmed slightly looking down at the ground with thoughts as racing I almost miss Storm in the hallway I grab her wrist at the last second..we stand in silence looking at each other for a momunent and i ask..."Wi..Will you meet me in my room" i slightly stutter
"Yeah sure, but..... but for what though" she asks I stare at her blankly
"Just be there please" and I walk away. well it's time to quit thinking bout it and just do it I think to myself.it's time....
When I stroll into my room I sit on the edge of the bed and burry my hands into my face,red faced, waiting for her to waltz in and integrate why I demmaneded her to be here.....as she enters the room a few monuments later and turns around and slowly shuts th door.I look at her with a look of desperation in my eyes. slowly i get up and gently creep towards her as I get there i slip my arms around her waist she puts her arms around my neck.we kiss as I slightly cock my head side ways as going over a mental preview of what I'm bout to say so many times before I've went over it...finally...my dreams are gonna be coming my reality  I think...not sure let's me find out..... she interrupts my thoughts by saying
"So..why have you brought me here" she politely asks inches from my face she softly kisses me again...then i take her hand and bend her fingers ever so slightly then on that note I slid my hand into my back pocket as making eye contact with her I..
Say"let's find out...shall we" I gently pull out a box..a little blue box...her free hand moves over her mouth and she starts to tear up as I open it...
I say "storm....I once was wild...and free...but now I see you were the one meant to be with me"...I slip the ring out the box..."I can and will be faithful....as i promise me too you I bond me too you with these gift I graciously appoint you with....
as for you...I'm all yours when you hurt I hurt too....when your happy I am likewise were you lead I'll follow we others have failed I'll pick you up and carry you higher and further,(my grip on her hand slightly increases), and as I slid this ring on to your finger I solemnly swear and promise to be....your..form here on out through thick and thin...from bad to worse..I...will...be there...as I give you this promise ring I will conform to you"then I slid it onto your finger.and pull you to me kiss you and push myself into you...as I pull back little bit....you blush and smile....
Saying "likewise, neon...you know your the best right..." and kiss me again
I state"only if I can have you happy and we'll benefited every second of every minute,ever minute of every hour, every hour of every day, every day of ever month, every month of every year...for all our life"I put my hands into your pockets,like always do, and pull you close and prompt" and that's what I just so happen to be planing to do..I just worry about you how your feeling, or what your problems are and how I can benefit you....only you" as I lean my head against yours, "wish I could just....give you the world and what you need...but I can't seem that I can't..... sooooo I'll give you the next best thing......my world...me....that see to be the world to you"
"Man that was cheesy as fuck and yes you are..every since the first day we met" you say she smilies into our kiss when we pull back...
"I know" I comment.
Then kiss your lips as you throw your arms around my neck...at the time I lock mine around my back and pull you into me...As we fade out of reality and i to oblivion just me and you for a few seconds witch felt like hours as I break the ice and we zoom back to reality.....
"Well, what'd you think" I ask
"Perfect"she says
We here loud moaning and pound on the wall and I say" dammit Aadrion..put a gag into Rishis' mouth" he throws what sounds like a lamp,wood between our room cracks, and he  starts to insult me"your bout to get some to bitch and yo ass says another word"
"What a freaking jerk off" I mumble
"What the hell did you say,don't make me come in there and tie you to that bed and man handle and make you anus gape and ble..."
"Yes I understand queen bitch I cut in,carry n as you were won't happen again" I cut in
"Fuck off" he demands
"come one"I drag storm towards and out the the door "were going to your room"As we get there I gently lay here onto the bed and as usual I Crawl on to her and kiss her....I flip over so she's one top of me...as I drag her down to me you can still hear the fain agonizing moan screams of Rishi getting penetrated I smile into the kiss and....
Say"we should try to get some sleep it's getting pretty late"
"Okay,....maybe so" Storm says pretty plainly
I pull of my shirt and pants and toss them neatly onto the floor..she does the same....
As we pull Down and pile underneath the covers and we cuddle into each other with her making direct eye contact I ask " Storm"
"Yeah,proceed"she says
"Once we get off this journey wanta take a shot on making that family some time in the distant future possible like you always talk about"
"I'd love to" she scoots in closer and places her hand on my side then smiles
"Good, cause...I'm ready to finally make and give me a new chance at life to actually make a change for me you and them to actually be a father that I never had...well that doesn't include the one that I got now" as I think for all he's done for me I start to tear up...its just to much to think about...but what can I say....it's...the best thing I've ever had...
"Don't cry babe"you start to confront me
"Just....i....I don't understand how or why someone can just....be neglected for so long then suddenly actually be cared and loved all of a sudden....it...I don't know makes me feel needed....wanted...worthful" you take you hand and place it on the side of my check and say"you are and always will be that's why God put you here to not make your life worthful and wonderful....but to make there worth the while in the long run...we all need you and love you...especially your dad"
"Yeah...I know...see Storm that's the thing is...it's...he isn't related or anything...or my real father...but hell I can,will,and always will call him that...the best fatherly figure I've ever had close enough to call and he doesn't just take the cake...he takes the bakery...and so very much more...I just keep my feelings locked away from people...but if I was to express how I really feel about him...then he'd actually...know how much of an impact he's put forth and made in my life...but sadly I can't...don't...and won't express that....I hide my emotions and always wi"....she puts her finger over my mouth "just stop".... and gives me a much needed warm kiss
"Life...with out you,Storm,would be as a broken pencil......pointless "I quote
I turn the lamp off and kiss you lightly "love you, and trying to find that key to Just trust my feeling woth you cause I need you and don't wanta hide nothing from you..cause...I'm wanting you to stay with me" I say
"I know" she states
"Smart ass much"I tell her
She slightly laughs....as I lay there pressing into her warm body not sure if she's asleep or not so I press into her and get comfortable laying into her then I slowly slip and fade out of existence as I dose off into oblivion...