Do "Ing" Life

3rd Chapter of Life

Ok, there I was..
A little girl who called hospital her second home.
Most of the doctors and nurses knew me..
But if you think that made me a quite and sad girl..you are wrong!

I was such a happy kid..
Part of it maybe because i used to get sick since i was born, that i didn't know what it feel to be healthy. Getting sick become so normal for me.
I'm so "normal" that I can give everyone around me panic attack..hahhaa.
Remember I mentioned I enter hospital at my first birthday?
I was in hospital for a while, and I got bored, so my parents brought TV from home so I can watch something. And 1of my favorite childhood idol comes on TV and sing.. so i stood up on my bed and sang and dance alone..while i still have intravenous feeding..so my blood go up to the feeding pack..

At 6 years old i got my appendix remove.. 1hr after opperation finished i already going around hospital looking at baby room with all the injection in my hand..and everyone panic where am I.

I never shy for my condition at that time.. because as i told you.. i've been like that my entire life.

My family is not rich, honestly we were struggling economicly, because my father couldn't stay in 1 job for long time, and my mom is 100%housewife.
Addition to that was my medical expense..
There was time when we didn't know if we can eat at night or what will we eat tomorrow.
So me & my brother left our kindergarden.. it cost too much.
My mom know how to deal with little kids anyway..so she was our teacher♡

But my mom always told me that i'm the luckiest person in the world. Because God love me sooo much.
When we have nothing to eat, a random stranger came to our place to give some food.
Another time a random chicken show up in our home.. but honestly our wall was really high..and none of our neighbour had chicken.
So we cooked it.
But when we had money and bought some chicken.. 1 gone.
(It's very common in our place to buy living chicken and cut and cook it ourself)

Dispite my weak body& economic condition of my family, i always think my childhood as the happy one.
Every weekend (when i'm not in hospital) our family will go somewhere.
If we didn't have money we'll just go local mall for sightseing and see some local artist.
When we do have a little more money we'll go to mountain with our ooooold car, and visit famous flower garden there. When we have more, we'll sleep in hotel, if not we'll park the car in police office and sleep there.
I didn't really have friend.. since i rarely go out.
But going out with my parents & my younger brother was enough for me.

Yes, it was a happy memory to look back too.. but when i tried to memorize harder i do remember hearing my parrents fight almost every night. But i was to young to understand what was going on at that time.

Than it was time for me to enter elementary school& my dad get offered to work in the capital city.
So our entire family moved..

And that was the start of a whole new story..

See you again in next chapter♡