A Relationship To Remember

An Unexpected Meeting

There are awkward ways to meet and other unexpected ways to meet, but you would never of guessed how me and Avery met.

The main awkward thing is that we met after me and her best friend Sarah had broken up. Around 2 days afterwards I believe. I'm not proud in anyway about the reason me and Sarah broke up and I am ashamed of myself everyday of it.

You are probably wondering what it is I did. Well... I cheated on her and I am not proud of it in any way. I never thought I would ever do that to someone let alone have the ability to. I feel terrible every day.

And boy did Avery and Sarah want me dead, but hey, who could blame them, I wanted myself to die for what I did as well. It was a terrible thing that I had done. So what there plan was, was to make me feel the same way. Dropped into a pit full of spikes and left to suffer in loneliness, but what neither of them knew yet was I already did it to myself.
I had put myself in such a deep depression.

Well she had gotten my kik and we started talking. Even though I had no idea who she was she still acted like a different person. And well Avery acted like it was another girl off the internet that found my kik. And that's what I was doing after the breakup I didn't pay attention to what I was doing anymore.

So the next day she told me who she was and why she was doing it. I snapped. And lost it. "You don't know fucking shit about me! You have no right to say that you know how I fucking feel about this! You think I felt good about doing what I did! I wanna fucking die!" I angrily typed into my phone. "Oh.. I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have gotten into this..." She replied "I don't fucking care anymore. I fucking hate myself enough already" I told her "I should have stayed out of this." She said again "I don't give a fuck if she believes me or not. I am telling the truth just shut up and leave me the fuck alone" I said "Jeremy please call down, I didn't realize how you felt," She tried saying. I replied back, "No I'm fucking done! Leave me the hell alone. How would you know how the fuck I feel! The pain I'm feeling from what I did and then the pain you and Sarah are putting on me right now! Tell me! How the fuck would you feel!"

A few minutes later she had replied back. "I do know what pain feels like Jeremy... Please believe me. Just give me a moment I'm trying to calm Sarah down..."

"I'm sorry.." I apologized, "I'm not usually an aggressive person. And it's against my nature for being this way. Sorry for yelling at you like I was. You have every right to treat me the way you guys are. You are just sticking up for her and all that. I cheated on her so you guys have all rights to treat me the way I feel... Like a complete scumbag who is a sorry excuse for a human... It's fine... It really is."

"Jeremy no... I'm sorry.. I feel terrible for doing this to you.. I never knew how you felt.. I just acted on her feelings and judgement, not mine. I'm so sorry.." She texted. "No," I told her, "Its fine. I deserve it." "No Jeremy please.. She is finally somewhat calm enough to go on about her business..." She replied. "Thank you I guess.. I never meant to do it.. I never meant for anything like that to happen.. I never would have thought I would ever do something like to anyone..." I told her. "It's okay Jeremy," she had said, "everyone makes mistakes." "Yeah and mine put someone in a lot of pain Avery!" I said.

"I'm just.. I'm so sorry for the pain I caused you.." She said.

This went on for awhile. I opened up about my life to her in an instant, but she was also very hated when we first came into contact. She made me wanna kill myself, but later that night everything calmed down. It felt easy to talk to her. I was able to talk freely and release some pent up stress.

This meeting of ours isn't like most people's. It is definitely something I will never forget. I had at one point gained an enemy, but directly soon after gained a best friend. And it wasn't even till a few months after that I met her in person. So energetic and fun, amazing personality, and always has a way to make you smile.
Always.

I guess something I'm trying to say is.

Not all unexpected meetings are bad.