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" We arrived! " Zayn shouted happily . We all got out of the car .I glanced to see Louis talking with Liam . I looked at Niall and whispered to him " Look at Louis" . He looked at Louis and he understood that I want to get Louis' attention. Niall held my hand and kept talking to me . I glanced to see the angry face of Louis but when he noticed that I was looking at him , he rolled his eyes and turned around . While we were walking at the park , I was holding hands with Niall . Louis came between me and Niall so that we can't hold each others hand . Niall just said " Your hands are warm and smol Harold " .I giggled and put my hands on my mouth and blushed then I told him " thanks Nialler , They aren't small though "

I glanced to see Louis who was staring at my hands , I just wanna hold his hands and hug him rn! but NO ! I gotta control this feelin- . Shit! Louis held my hands and I was so surprised and confused , his hands were so warm , small and his fingertips were so touchable . I blushed and glanced at him to see that he's acting like nothing happened . " JEALOUIS " I thought and was talking to myself , but this came out loud ! I looked at Louis to find him confused and he asked me "Jealouis?" . Niall laughed loudly and I just blushed . I finally said " yeah I-I mean why did you do this? A-are you jealous?"
Niall said " No he's not jealous he's jealewis" . Louis giggled but then realized that it was obvious that he was jealous and he frowned and acted angry then he said " NO! ofc Im not! Why will I be ???" . Niall said " It was obvious Tommo " . Louis took his hands away and walked away from us . I gave Niall a confused look and then kept walking ..

*20 minutes later*

we were sitting on chairs at the park . There were no people at this place as we we were sitting in a building . Zayn suggested that we would play truth or dare . We got an empty bottle and started spinning the bottle . Louis should ask Niall ! . Niall said " Truth " . Louis rolled his eyes and kept staring at his hands as he was thinking . Finally he asked "Who's your bestfriend?" . Niall laughed and said " Zayn!" . Zayn smiled and asked " I thought you'd say Harry? I mean you too look so close these days"
Niall answered quickly " Me and my Hazza are more than bestfriends "
Louis gave Niall a death glare . Liam asked " What do you mean? Is there something you wann tell us? " . Niall said " No no Im jk guys " . Louis looked so angry , I swear I've never seen Louis like this . We spinned the bottle again . Liam should ask me .

"Dare" I said stuttering , I was nervous ok. Liam said with a smile " I dare you to kiss Niall for 20 seconds " . I looked at Niall and smiled . This will be perfect! Louis would be so jealous . I smiled and said "ok'' . I got closer to Niall . I imagined that Niall was Louis so it'll be easier to me. I closed my eyes , Our lips were just going to touch but I felt someone grabbing me slowly and taking me away from Niall . I turned around and for sure , This was Louis . He looked so angry and he shouted " Why are you doing this to me! "
I frowned and said " You have Eleanor , don't you? stop controlling my life ! I love N- " He put his hands on my mouth and told me not to say it . His cheeks became wet and he ran out of the building . I've never seen louis like this ..

If he only knows ...

That he's the only one who is always in my heart ...

Niall came closer to me and whispered "follow him" I smiled and nodded , then I ran to Louis . I followed Louis and grabbed him from his t-shirt that now we're infront of each other . His eyes were red and cheeks were too wet . I touched his wet cheeks slowly , I smiled and kissed his cheeks . He closed his eyes and smiled lazily . I realized we were in puplic at the park , so I just whispered in Louis' ear " just wait .." , I smiled at him and he looked at the ground . I asked him to come to my home . And he nodded . We took a taxi to get to my house . We didn't speak the untill we got home . I grabbed the key and unlocked the door and entered . Louis was following me quietly and he didn't say a word , I decided to break the silencr and said " So , Why are you jealous? if you like Eleanor and you're straight ?" . Louis said looking at his hands with a broken voice " I can't tell you , but y-you just moved on too fast yk! I mean ! You like Niall now !"
I laughed and covered my mouth with my hands and said " I was trying to make you jealous , Me and Niall planned to do that , oh and by the way I know that Simon told you to do so , Niall heard you talking to him and he told me the truth , I was the one to send the message but Niall came to me quickly and told me "
Louis was staring at me with a surprised look , He seemed to surprised and afraid at the same time , he told me stuttering " s-so you know?"

I smiled and asked him " I know what exactly? " Louis covered his mouth and giggled like a fool " that I love you??? " . I smiled and asked him " Do you ? ". He nodded and touched my hands " Yes, I love you Hazza " . I felt butterflies in my stomaxk and it was a wierd feeling , Louis really loves me!!!! I blushed and I could feel pressure on my head , Louis' picture was fading? wait was that a dream? but he's here right infront of me , Louis' image became too blurry then turned to black and I passed out . I fainted .

Minutes later I felt a perfume smell , I coughed and felt too dizzy . I don't remember what I said , I can't remember anything . I just remember that Louis took me to the bed .

The next day , I felt that there were two hands around my waist and that I'm lying next to someone? I turned around to face Louis . He looked so cute. He was sleeping deeply . My face was too close to his . I pressed a kiss to his cute little nose . He moaned lazily and opened his eyes slowly . He smiled and touched my face slowly and pressed a kiss on my cheeks . I smiled and touched his hair , this can't be real . This is like a dream ! He smiled and I moved myself down that my head was against his chest . I felt so safe and protected . It felt like home . I'd like to stay here all my life . It felt l-like home! . We cuddled for a while and then I told him softly " It feels like home , you're my home Lou, I'd love to stay here for the rest of my life " . Louis smiled and kissed my hair and told me " I wanna stay here forever too , I want to tell you everything babycakes " . I smiled and nodded slowly . He completed " I've loved you since we were in the x-factor too ,It was love at first sight . Simon told me that we will lose fans if we come out because yk there are many homophobic people and because the girls want to be with one of us and this will just make us lose fans , I was forced to act like I don't love you and have Eleanor as a beard, She knows I love you Harry . I only love you . He said if I told you the truth , He'd hurt us . I don't care if he hurts me but I only care about you and want the best to you , But I also can't stand watching you with someone else , If you and Niall weren't acting , I'd have killed him " Louis breathed heavily and completed " We have to keep this as a secret between us , and tell Niall not to tell anyone , Nobody will know about us , okay? I really love you Harry , I wanna stay here forever just hugging you " Louis said and hugged me tighter

I've never felt so loved like this before. I smiled and replied " I understand Lou it's okay , We don't have to tell anyone . They don't know about us" I moved my neck to kiss his neck " They don't know that I love you". I bit his neck and I left a cute love mark , He was moaning and smiling , he said " H-H-Harry !" . I completed " But I bet you know if they only knew , they'll just be jealous of us " I completed kissing his neck which was so warm and cute . He said" Hmmmm It feels Ahhh F-feels so goog Hazza Mmmmmm I-I lwove yoahhh You you .. Only you .. Only you .."

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Hey! hope you enjoyed this chapter! I guess I was kinda late yk to update? I'm sorry gonna update soon× luv y'all × and don't forget to vote and comment
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