Aftermath

End or Beginning

*KIRA'S POV*

"You should go check on her." Scott nodded in the direction Hayden went.

"No nope, not me. Malia should go. Honesty is the best policy. If I go I'm just going to rant. I'm diffently not good with conflict," Malia raised her eyebrow giving me the really face "I don't know how to cheer people up."

Scott smirks before speaking "Kira you may not know it but its kind of your thing. To always be, optimistic, awkward, and accepting. It's who you are."

"Who I was." I mumbled under my breath forgetting they have super hearing or what ever it's called.

"Go. She needs you. She needs the vixen." He grinned from ear to ear. I knew what he was doing. But I stupidly always fall for it. What can I say I loved being called a vixen.

"Fine. If I end up killing her blame Scott. Lock that in your brain and throw away the key." I walk outside and find Hayden sitting on the curb.

"Want to talk about it." I say awkwardly, I wasn't use to this or maybe it was because I was just plain awkward. For my ego sake I'm going with A.

"He acts like I don't exist." She says between sniffles. "Since every thing with Theo and the dread doctors. He treats me different. He barely even touches me." I shiver runs down my spine at their name.

"They mess us all up pretty bad too" she looks up at me with curiosity. "That's why I left. I couldn't face the reality of who I become. What they took from me."

"What did they take." She tried to read me.

"Me. Who I was, Kira.Now I'm the dark kitsune. A monster." Her mouth forms a "o".

"How did you deal with it." Her eyes were solemn. I couldn't help but feel safe. I guess that was always my mistake.

"I didn't." I shake my head rapidly. "I ran, and never looked back." She continues to stare.

"Do you regret it.Would you want to do it differnent?"

"Of course" a tear streamed down my face. "I left the people I love, my family, my friends, my pack."

I couldn't control them anymore. They just flowed and I could feel my stomach turning from the pain I kept inside for so long. I lot everything to fear. To them.

"If I could do it over. Maybe it would different. Maybe I will still have it all." I look down to her. "Don't make my mistake, you'll regret it."

"How? Why should I keep fighting for him when he doesn't even want me." She cried.

"You love him. Love conquers all. I gave up love over my fears.Don't make that mistake." I slyly smiled. "Or content with loneliness."

"Is that even a question?" She giggled. Maybe Scott was right. I started to cry. "Sorry did I say something."

I wipe the tears off my face. "No you didn't." I stand from my spot. "We should head back." I start walking back in the direction of the karaoke bar.

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I open the door and I'm shortly followed by Hayden. I'm looking down not wanting them to see my puffy eyes.

Scott eyes search me. I try my best not to me his gaze. "So you guys want to go for a after party or not." I say pulling a smile over my face. I know it won't work. Scott see right through me.

"Hell yes!!" Stiles scream and Malia rolls her eyes.

"Let's go." I nudge Hayden and she smiles, I take her hand in mine for comfort and make our way to the parking lot.

The walk is longer than expected do to the crowd cooing over me. I over hear noise from my left.

"You know what Malia, maybe you wouldn't have this problem if you actually showed that you care!" Lydia whisper-shouts.

"Oh shut the hell up!" Her eyes burned with anger. "Maybe I wouldn't have to if you could find your own man you lonely bitch!" Malia eyes glow blue and she pushes Lydia. I jump in the middle.

"Both of you shut the hell up!" I screamed, I was honestly tired of this. "Or you'll both have to deal with me." My eyes glow a burning orange.

"There you go taking her side again!" Malia shouts. "You all do." She extends her hand.

"I'm not choosing sides! I'm trying to enjoy my summer without drama." I pant loudly. My eyes dim. "I'm trying to keep the peace. With the both of you. I could never choose between you two. That's probably why he's having a hard time."

Lydia looks to Malia. "I'm sorry. I know you may not believe it but I'm honestly sorry. He's all yours."

"He never was." She walks away Stiles grab her wrist but she yanks it away. I follow behind her.

"Go away Kira!" She wipes her fave and sits on a wooden bench.

"No, I'm not going anywhere. Not this time." I take a seat next to her. She lifts her chin, facing me.

"What should I do?" She asks. Her eyes full of pain. "I care I do. Its just the way I am. Its just the way I show it."

I stand in front her. "You should be with someone who knows that. Who appreciates that. Who deserves that. I can't answer this question for you." Stiles appears from around the corner and makes his way towards us. "That's your decision." He now on the side of me. I pat his back and make my way to the rest of the pack.

"Are they ready. Its pretty late." Scott asks worriedly.

"They'll fine without us." I hop on the back of the bike. Scott stares confused and I giggle. "What are you waiting for?"

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Sorry for being so inactive. I promise I will update more and jut for a apology next chapter you will get a super cute scira scene.