Love You ❤️❤️

Miss You

Alexis Perspektive

WHY!? Am I always the slow one when it comes to saying something like that...
Oh well I guess... I'll get my chance at some point I guess. Or I hope to be exact...

"ALEXIS!" That was mom.
"YES?" I said loudly back.
No answer... As usual... I literally think she it deaf sometimes. Seriously...
I go downstair and walk up to her.
"Yeeees?" I asked her and leaned against the door side.
"There you are. I thought you had fallen asleep..."
"Really mom... It is FRIDAY! I never go to sleep this early... You know this..."
"Well I'm sorry. You just didn't answer me."
"I did.... You must be deaf seriously. I always answer but you apparently can't hear me..."
"Well I'm sorry then, want chips?"
"Sure!" I said happily.
"One second."
I love my mom. BUT she can be a pain sometimes too. But just sometimes. I "promise" 😂
"Here you go" Mom handed me a bowl of chips, I smiled and said thanks. Left and got to my room.

I sat down by my computer again and found a movie, I ended up falling asleep by my computer ^-^"
Mom woke me up before she went to bed, she looked at me and said.

"Haha get up and go to bed. You sleep better in a bed then in a computer chair"
I laughed and went to bed.

//The next day\\

FINALLY SATURDAY! 😍😍
I rubbed my eyes and picked up my phone. Kik message? Who could that be?
Hamppe/Morning ❤️\

Wait... Am I hallucinating?! Is that a heart or am I just imagining this?
I read it over and over again.
And I finally answered.

Minutes later...
Alexis/Morning 😊❤️\
A second later
Hamppe/at this point? This is good afternoon girl 😂\
Alexis/Hehe sorry, I like to sleep you know 😋\
Hamppe/Skype?? ❤️\

As usual I joined... Because why not? 😍
We got into a conversation about Felix all of a sudden... I told him the reason he broke up...

"Wait... Your telling me. He broke up because of the distance and the age? O.O" He asked.
"Yeah..."
"You know he is with a girl that lives MILES away from him right...?"
"Wait what?!" He said loudly.
"Yeah.. And she is younger then me too..."
"Waow..."

We talked for hours as usual. I couldn't help it... I love our conversations. And just listening to his deep and amazing voice. 😍
I got weaker as the days passed. I know he don't feel the same way as I do about me...
Why would he...? I'm nothing but a piece of trash really... If he ever fell for me that relationship wouldn't last more then maybe a day... I promise...
Nobody really notices me anyway... So what is the point...?
Oh wait there is none...
His voice is so calming and sweet... I want to hear it all day... But I can't... All because of bed... Damn rules... 😭😭😭😭