Love You ❤️❤️

The hours

We have talked for about a month now. We just seemed to klick now after Felix left me behind. Well guess he just wants to be nice to cheer me up. But I don't know. Maybe. Who knows? Wait why am I even asking myself that! He knows idiot!
I've been thinking a lot about some stuff these past few days... But I'll talk about it later 😉

We had talked all day, and before he left the call. I stopped him.
"Hey..." I said silently.
"Yeees?" He asked and looked at the cam confused.
"Never mind..." I said and looked down.
"Alright! Bye! Love you!! 😍😍"
"Love you too! 😳" I said it right before he clicked and he just froze. Uh oh...
"Did. You. Just. Say. That!?" He asked and looked into the cam, damn it he gives me the butterflies... 😱😍
"I did... Should I have kept quiet maybe?" I asked and looked down.
"Well no. I always say I love you sooo, and I was really waiting for an answer back. But I never got one, I did now though! 😍😍😍" He said silently but loud enough for me to hear it.

I started to blush like crazy. Is he really saying this... Noooo I'm dreaming! 😂or am I?

We stopped the call and I went to bed of course a while to late! As usual 😂😂😂
Mom was mad as fuck hehe oops... 😕

The days past and I suddenly got a message from my crush.
We talked for a while... And he suddenly said.
Hamppe/I REALLY like you... Like a lot...❤️\
Alexis/.........\
I didn't know what to say.... He just confessed something I never thought he would... I didn't respond.... I didn't get any words out. The voice inside me screamed of happiness, *He does like me!*
But... I couldn't say nor get any words out, It was like I lost the ability to write and speak for minutes...
Hamppe/Ey....\
Alexis/.......\
Hamppe/I fucked up didn't I....?\
*NO YOU DID NOT!* The voice inside me seriously screamed out loud.
*ALEXIS FOR FUCK SAKE TYPE SOMETHING! DON'T BE QUIET YOU WILL FUCK EVERYTHING UP!*

Alexis/I... Like you too.... ❤️\
Hamppe/......\
*I TOLD YOU! You fucked it up!*

Hamppe/Really....?\
Alexis/Mhm...❤️\
Hamppe/😳😳😳😳❤️\

I giggled. He is just to adorable right now. 😍😍
Why did it feel so right to tell him this... I know I will probably be dumped any moment if we actually get together.

The days passed and the way we texted each other now has changed so much from before.

Hamppe/Hey sweetie 😘❤️❤️\
Alexis/Hai! 😍😘❤️❤️\

He never left my side even if he knew I liked him. Well he only knows I like him... Not that I really love him!
About before XD I really wanted to meet him. I wanna see him in person really. I wanna hug him you know ;3 just to see if he really is worth it :3 Ok just kidding but I like people with amazing and cozy hugs that you just wanna stay in forever! 😍😍😍

Soo another month passed and in a skype call he said this...

"Ummmm... Alex?" He asked and looked at the cam, I've been quiet for a while. Just silently and "secrelty" been admiring him 😍
"Hm? Huh? What?" I said confused and got back to reality.
"Haha hello day dreamer 😉😋" he said laughing.
"Oh shut up. It has happened you too, I believe" I said and smiled.
"Ok yes maybe."
"Soo what did you want?"
"Umm I've been thinking about asking you this for a while now buuuut never dared to. Wanna meet up at some point?" He asked and blushed a little.
"Well why not?" I said smiling.

OMG OMG OMG OMG 😍😍😍 He asked what I wanted to ask after so long 😳😳😳