The angels daughter

abandon all hope

Sam's p.o.v.
its been 2 months we have been looking for cas we got a few leads, but i don't know I'm kinda losing hope of finding him,but i would never say that to dean or nevah. they have to much hope of finding him and i know they would never give up on him because he would never give up on any of us. so we just keep going we have put all the other work in bobby's hands i feel bad that we are leaving him with all the work, but he wants to find cas as much as the rest of us do.

Dean's p.o.v.
its so sad to see nevah so upset and heart broken she just got her dad back in her life then she lost him again i hope we find him just to restore the happiness in her eyes. it so hard watching that happiness fade away every week seeing her get even more worst then before. i can tell she's really hurting and wants her father back in her life. i wish there was something i could do to make her happy till we find cas, but i don't think there is anything i can do to make it better. i know what it feels like to have your dad suddenly ripped away from you its really hard to deal with and not knowing where he is. so all Sam and i can do is be here for her and help in any way we possibly can.

nevah's p.o.v.
i really miss my dad and I think its taking a toll on me. i fell myself growing angry even tho i don't want to be. i fell that my power is taking over me like i could do something and not realize what I'm doing and hurt someone. so I've decided that when sam and dean go to sleep I'm gonna leave them a note and go because i don't want to hurt them. they have been nothing but good to me so i have to protect them from me.

Sam's p.o.v.
when we woke up i went to wake nevah up. she's not one to wake up for an alarm she's hard to wake up sometime. as i go into her room i see she is not there and got worried. i seen a letter on the bed so i went and grabbed it. i read it and didn't know what to feel i was feeling a lot of things like angry, upset, sad, and like a part of me just left my body. i went out to tell dean what i found. "dean she's gone she left this letter for us" i told him.

dean's p.o.v.
"what do you mean" i said grabbing the letter out of his hands and reading it for myself.

Dear Sam and dean,
it hurts me to leave you guys but i feel like I'm becoming unsafe for you guys to be around. like i feel myself slipping away with all the anger and sadness I've been feeling. i feel its taking over me and something bad could happen at any moment. please don't look for me or call for me I'm so sorry,
love nevah
p.s. it was great to meet you both. you are both going somewhere in life and will do super great things you both are amazing men and you always made me feel safe. i hope to see you around again.