Control(Cameron Dallas daddy fanfic)

chapter10 who?

Starlight's P.O.V.

it's been weeks. he hasn't woken up. Nash had gotten me out of the bathroom but he hasn't been able to get a word out of me since. i stopped talking. why should i bother talking? the love of my life is in a coma. i lay my head on the bed as i sit in my chair and i rub his knuckles. i kiss his hand and the doctor walks in. he ran tests on me to check since i've been so quiet and they've all been worried.

"Miss Dallas" they say

i look up at them.

"what's going on doc?" Shawn asks

"Miss Dallas here is expecting a baby" they say

my jaw swings open and i feel tears forming. i try to count the time it's been since my last period. it's been a long time. shit. Shawn looks at me and i look at Cameron's lifeless body. i sob.

"it has to be either Hayes's or..." i trail off "oh god"

i sob hard and Shawn rushes to me and comforts me. i sob in his chest.

"shh shh don't get worked up. you could hurt the baby" he says protectively

i sniffle and he comforts me and holds me. i hide in his chest and i try to be happy. i rub my belly and he kisses my forehead

"do you think it's Cameron's?" he asks just above a whisper

"I-It can't be" i say sniffling "i had my period about two weeks before i slept with Hayes. it has to be Hayes's. Cameron didn't have sex with me ever since he had started cheating."

Shawn rubs my back as Hayes comes in. Shawn goes out to the hallway and i go to Hayes

"Hayes handsome i ummm... i have big news" i say sniffling a little

"What is it?" he asks sounding worried "is Cam alright?"

"yeah" i say as i sniffle "remember when we had sex?" i ask

"yeah course i do" he says softly "Why?"

i swallow hard and i take one of his hands resting it on my belly.

"w-we're gonna be parents" i say just above a whisper "you were the only guy i slept with since my last period."

his eyes widen and he goes white as a ghost. he runs out of the room and i cry following. i take his wrist gently

"Hayes stop!" i beg as my voice cracks

"S-Starlight give me some space" he mumbles "i need space"

i tear up and i let go of his wrist. he runs off and i stand there crying. Shawn runs to my side and he holds me. i sob in his chest and i hold my belly. i feel so scared now. if Cameron does wake up i'll loose him for being pregnant with Hayes's kid. if he doesn't wake up i won't have him in my life. i rub my belly and Taylor comes and we both stay in Cameron's room. i stay silent again. i don't bother with eating. the doctor hooks me up to a machine so that i will get food to the baby and myself. the next few days it goes on and on like this. they days basically blend together. i don't get any sleep. i barely get up. i don't wanna stay strong. i wanna give up on life.

"Starlight get upppppp" Nash whines

i look at Cameron's hand as tears flow and i shake my head

"it's like talking to a piece of wood!" his little sister Skylynn states

i look at his lifeless hand and i cry. Nash forces me up and outside of the building. my eyes squeeze shut from the bright light and i see Hayes standing there waiting for me. i look at him with teary eyes and he wipes my tears and kisses me. i'm completely caught off guard as i find myself kissing back a little.

"Starlight please be my girlfriend. you're pregnant with my baby anyway and we're legal together" he states

i hesitate. i love Cameron. not Hayes.

"i g-guess" i mumble

he rubs my waist and he goes to take me home. i tug my hand away from his.

"Hayes i n-need to be here in case he wakes up" i say as my voice cracks

"shh no you don't. you need sleep." he says to me

he gets me in the car after the boys assure me that they'll be there with Cameron and Hayes's mom drives us both home. Hayes carries me to his bed and lays me down kissing my forehead

"Get some rest baby boo" he says romantically

i sniffle and i shut my eyes. i fall asleep without meaning to. when i open my eyes i roll over and i see the clock says it's 2 in the afternoon. i walk downstairs and i see Hayes shirtless in the kitchen. he has a few abs. but nothing like Cameron's body. he walks over and he pecks my lips. i don't kiss back but he doesn't seem to notice.

"how did you and our baby sleep?" he asks me as he smiles

"just peachy" i mumble "can we go back to the hospital?"

the smile fades from his face and he sighs

"babe you being there won't make him wake up" Hayes states "you gotta live your life while you can"

"i have no life" i state right back

he rolls his eyes a little and he gets on his knees and he kisses my small belly. nothing feels the same. but i guess he's right. i gotta try to move on and be happy. but that's not easy. it's not easy to leave somebody you're in love with for a man you don't truly love. but i gotta let this child have a good life. i don't know what to do. i don't need to choose yet though. i mean Cameron's not awake and Hayes doesn't seem to be in too big a rush in life. he's 15 and i'm 16. neither of us need to rush into anything with each other. i wanted to rush into things with Cameron. i thought he'd be my forever. i've never had doubts about that till he cheated. now everything's filled with doubt.

"earth to Starlight" Hayes says snapping me out of it

"what?" i ask blushing a little

he chuckles at me and kisses my cheek.

"you were daydreaming i assume?" he asks me

"sortaaa" i say faking a laugh

he nods and he laughs. he can't tell that i'm depressed. he doesn't know how badly i'm hurting. i wish life would work itself out. i miss when things were simple and i knew what i was doing with my life or what i was gonna do with my life. i have no choice in my life. it seems like the love of my life is a billion miles away. and i just can't get to him. Hayes and i sit on the couch and we watch tv most of the day. he doesn't let me watching anything with swearing cause of me being pregnant.

" why can't i hear swearing?" i ask pouting

"cause our daughter or son doesn't need to hear it" he says laughing at my pout

i sigh and we watch the stupid little kid movie. if it were Cameron he'd let me watch what i wanted. he wouldn't worry like this.

***Sorry guys! lol what're your thoughts? let me know! i'd love to know!! do y'all want a Hayes Grier fanfic for me to write as well? xoxo - Jade***