chapter11 control myself?

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Starlight's P.O.V.


i hold my 6 month baby bump. Hayes holds my waist as we talk about a party we were invited to.

"Babe i wanna goooo" he says nuzzling my neck.

"Well i don't wanna go. there's gonna be drinking" i state

lately Hayes has been drinking a lot more than usual. it scares me since he gets dominant and dangerous when he's drunk. Cameron still hasn't woken up. Hayes goes to the party and i sit alone in the crumby apartment. my mind wanders as i think about going to the hospital. i grab my purse and i walk all the way to the hospital. i ask for Cameron's room and the nurse helps me in there. i see his frail body and i sit down beside his bed. i talk to his lifeless body

"I know you're asleep" i whisper "but i need you. and so does my baby.. i love you daddy"

i kiss his hand and i rest my head on his hospital bed. i wake up an hour later and i rub his frail knuckles.

Hayes's P.O.V.


i grind with a few different girls as i drink my 8th beer. drinking is the only way i'm staying sane. i grab one of their asses and i give it a little smack.

"mm i better go home" i slur

one of the girls palms me and i push her hand off. i stumble to the tavi and i tell them to take me home. i start texting Starlight. when she doesn't answer i get mad. that whore better not be around Cameron. i stumble inside and i see the house is empty. anger fumes in me and i get in the taxi again and they drive me to the hospital. i pay them and i stumble inside and i stumble to his room to find her holding his hand. something in me snaps.

Starlight's P.O.V.

i kiss Cameron's hand as i hold onto it. wishing he was awake.

"I miss you baby" i say as my voice cracks

then i hear a grunt. i turn around and i tremble seeing Hayes.

"YOU LITTLE WHORE!" he screams at me making me tremble

"H-Hayes i can explain" i stutter backing up some from Cameron's body

"save your breath you little bitch!" he screams at me

he throws a empty vase at me and i whimper when it barely misses my head.

"H-Hayes your scaring me and the baby" i say as i start to almost cry

"I don't give a damn!" he slurs

he marches over to me and i cry out a little when he forces me against the wall. his grip on my wrists immediately starts to hurt.

"Hayes please stop" i plead as my voice cracks "stop Hayes your hurting me"

"You deserve it you good for nothing bitch!" he yells

he pushes me in a corner and makes me hit my head a little on the wall. i sob as i try to run out and he shoves me right back into my corner. my heart and arms and body all tremble from fear as he grips my wrists even tighter. i hold my baby bump as i cry out from pain

"Hayes stop!" i scream

i look into his eyes and he just looks back at me with his drunk eyes. then without warning somebody shoves him off me. i see Shawn pinning him away from me.i yell for a nurse and some nurses come in and they keep Hayes from Shawn and i. Shawn immediately turns his attention to my bruised wrists.

"are you okay?" he asks sounding worried "i was coming to check on Cameron and he had you in the corner"

"i'm f-f-fine" i say more scared than anything

he rubs my arms and kisses them to calm me. both of our attention is directed to the hospital bed and my face immediately lights up. Cameron's Brown eyes lock with my eyes. i tear up from joy

"p-p-princess" he says sounding weak

i sob and i run into his arms. he hugs me back clinging to me as though he knows what happened.

"i love you so much" i say sobbing" please don't leave again please"

"shh i'm right here babe" he assures me

i hide in his chest. my body trembling. he looks at my baby bump and his eyes widen.

"w-what is this?" he asks me

i sniffle

"what's the last thing you remember?" i ask softly

"last thing i remember is being together on the plane starting the tour" he says "Why?"

I bite my lip hard. this isn't gonna be easy. i snuggle him as i lay with him on the bed. his arms protectively are around my waist.

"you cheated on me four months later" i whisper "i slept with Hayes and he got me pregnant cause we had both been high and drunk. you collapsed not too long afterwards. while you were in your coma h-hayes got into drinking really bad. he's been controlling and scary"

i watch as he processes it all. then i feel his arms wrap around me a little tighter

"i'm so sorry princess" he says as i see his tears forming

"baby don't cry" i whisper wiping his tears as mine flow

he holds me and he clings to me. his touch is something i've missed so much. what would i do without it? what did i do without it? i feel safe as i hide in his chest. our warm bodies touching as he holds me.

"Princess" he says softly "please take me back"

i hear the pleading tone in his voice. his soft voice that i've missed for so long now. i nudge his nose with mine gently.

"always" i whisper to him

he kisses me. his soft chapped lips against my glossy lips. just like how my life is supposed to be.

"I love you so much" he tells me

"i love you too my handsome prince" i say gently. "what about the baby?"

"shh we'll deal with it after i'm out of the hospital my love" he whispers to me as his lips tickle my neck"

"promise?" i ask gently

"Cross my heart" he states

we both cuddle. he kisses my neck lightly and then i rest my head on his chest. he holds me and soon we both fall asleep to the sound of machines that are hooked up to him. hooked up to the man i love.

Cameron Dallas. my daddy <3

***sorry it's so short! hard chapter to write. i got a new puppy though!***


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