Poisonous Love

Alcohol and mistakes

A few weeks had gone by I had noticed more and more hickeys on his neck. "Are you cheating on me?" I asked him as I walked up to him, "no, why would you think that baby?" He said thought his right eyebrow twitched ever so lightly, making me doubt him. "Okay" I said pecking his lips and walking away to the dungeons. I heard a familiar voice, Narcissa. "Baby, you must end it with her, our parents have already decided that we are getting married as fast as we can" she said, I felt sad and betrayed before it all morphed into anger. I walked back to them and put a sickly sweet smile on my face. "Oh my gosh Cissa, I'm so happy for you two. You fit so well together" I said and she looked at me, "so you're not angry?" She asked. "No, it's okay, I mean almost every pureblood family does it" I said waving dismissively with my hand. "Thank you" she said and they walked away.

The smile feel from my face only to be replaced with a frown. I walked to the portrait of the fat lady and said the password "Quidditch" I walked in to the Gryffindor common room and the people got weary, "relax people" I said and walked to the girls dorm room only to find Lily and James making out. I awkwardly backed out and walked to the common room again. "Do anyone know where Black are?" I asked and he stood up.

After I had grabbed Black's hand and dragged him out the portrait to the restricted area of the library. "Okay what are we doing here?" He asked "I caught Lily and James making out on Lily's bed" I said and his eyes bulged out, "what?" He asked in disbelief "yup, but that's not all, do you think that you and the rest of your gang could get a lot of alcohol, and when I say a lot I mean, rave much alcohol?" I asked he scoffed "of course we can, why are you asking? Shouldn't you be a bitc* to everyone except for the Slytherins?" He asked "good, fix it to Friday" I said leaving him there.

I felt myself crumble but I wouldn't let it show, I sat in an abandoned restroom and took out a blade from a pocket. I dragged the blade over my wrist, once, twice as tears ran down my cheeks.

Lucius and I were over, I spent all my free time as a wolf and Sirius joined me sometimes. I had showed him the room of requirement and he had spread the knowledge of the rave on Friday, which was today. Lily was joining me in my dorm room to get ready. I dressed in a neon green tutu, a neon green cutout top and matching shoes, Lily had a matching outfit but hers were red as we matched our house colours.

Lily and I walked into the room of requirement and the music were blasting out from the speakers, it smelt strongly of alcohol and sweaty bodies were dancing everywhere. Lily left to find someone so I made my way to the bar, "the strongest you have" I said to the bartender and Chugged the drink down without hesitation.

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Jasmine drank more and more, not caring at all. She danced and then returned to the bar, she sat down next to a cute guy, black hair and a mischievous look in his eyes. With all the alcohol she had seen drinking, she didn't realize who the guy really was.

Some how they had gotten to the guy's dorm room and things had started heating up, his shirt were off and he ripped off her top, thought it wasn't covering much. He started kissing down her neck and her hand was tangled in his hair. She took her skirt off and he took his pants off, then they had fun.

She woke up six in the morning next to a mop of black hair, at first she panicked but then remembered the night before, she looked at the guy and realized, it's Sirius Black. She lost her V-card to the biggest manwhor* in the school, but oh well, it could have been worse, it could have been Lucius. She quickly got dressed, and as she didn't have her own wand she quickly found his and said the charm that would change her life "Obliviate" she then ran with tears streaming down her cheeks over to her best friend, Lily Evans.