Katie's pov
Fuck them messy boys I think as I clean the bench off after they have finished break fast and left me to clean,
Sometimes I don't know why I am friends with them and am living with them, maybe because I'm in love with him my best friend out of all of them, but he doesn't see that, all he sees is me as his bestfriend and nothing more and it kills me that I have to hide it when all I want to do is kiss him but I can't because I'm me and he has a girlfriend named Taylor, which I don't get along with,
I'm dragged from my thoughts when mikey enters the room
"Morning" he mumbles
"Morning, why up so early" I ask facing him
"I promised Taylor I'd take her shopping" he sighs hugging me
I wrap my arms around him
"You should have to take her shopping mikey" I sigh knowing he doesn't like it when I say things like that
"I know you don't like her but she's a nice girl and no matter what your still my bestie" he replies kissing my cheek
"I'm sure she is under all that fakeness" I say through gritted teeth
He let's me go
"I'm not gonna fight with you today" he sighs
"I'm sorry, go have fun with barbie" I reply
"dont forget the party tonight" he sighs and walks off
Argh I totally forgot about the party they are having,
I go and sit out side on the banana lounge I out my head in my hands and sigh,
"What's up with you" I hear and look up to see cal
"Nothing" I sigh
"We both know that's not true "he replies
"Why can't he see it " I sigh
"Wait what, is this about mikey" he replies, I nod
"I think I have to go away for a little cal an clear my head" I reply
"What did he do" he asks
"Nothing as usual" I reply
"So what's the problem" he asks
I stand up
"I'm going to pack, think of tonight as my farewell drinks and don't tell anyone please cal" I reply
before he can say anything I sprint inside and upstairs to my room and start packing,
It's about 6pm when I finish packing my bags, I quickly put on my black dress for the party and head down stairs where the guys have already started, mikey is sitting there with Taylor on his lap, I walk to the kitchen and down a few shots, knowing all night I'm going to have cal trying to get me to stay, luke,ash and cal are welcoming guests while I down a beer,
"Katie" mikey calls waving me over
I walk over to them
"What" I snap
"Slow down what's going on with you tonight" he replies
"Don't worry about me just take care of your slut" I slur
Mikey looks shocked
If only he knew what I know,
Taylor pours her drink over me
"Keep your hands away from my man" she screeches
I run up stairs, I jump in the shower, I hear a knock on my bathroom door
"Katie" I hear and the door crack open
"Go away mikey" I snap
"No what's going on with you" he asks
"You your what's wrong with me, you know she sleeps with other guys behind your back but your still with her, she doesn't even love you" I yell
"Why can't you just be happy for me your my best friend" he snaps
"Exactly that's all I am your best friend, how can I be happy for you when your not even happy your just hiding it" I shout
"You know what I am happy with her and you can ever be happy for is or not be friends with us" he snaps
"Fine,get out mikey I need to get dressed " I snap turning the water off
I hear the door slam and I just break down and cry, I've just ruined my friend ship with mikey the only one I've ever wanted thrown away cause I'm jealous and in love with him, I pick myself up and get dressed and head to bed and drift off..
I wake remembering the events of last night, I get up an get dressed and grab my bags and head down stairs to meet with four hungover guys
They all stare at me
Mikey goes to speak but I beat him to it
"I don't know when or if I'll be back so take care of yourselves and I love you all, I hate to do this but I can't stay here anymore" I say heading for the front door
"What no wait" mikey replies walking towards me
"No" I sigh
"Please don't leave cause of last night" he replies
"It's not just because of last night mikey" I sigh and open the door
"What did I do" he asks
"Nothing" I sigh
"Then why are you leaving us, me" he replies
"I'm sorry it's just too hard, I have to go before I break and you hate me even more "I reply
"I don't hate you" he replies grabbing my arm and pulling me to hug him
"Good bye mikey" I sigh letting go and walking off to my car,
I get in and drive away,
I stop at a park and just break down and cry,
I wipe my tears away
I grab my phone and tweet
@Bettyboopkatie : if I didn't leave now I'd be stuck where I've always been, in the friend zone an not loved by you
I hit send
I drive to a hotel and get a room for the night I go straight to bed and cry myself to sleep...
