Mikeys pov
She just left just like that, just walk out, I sit down on the lounge and put my head in my hands and sigh,
"You know this is your fault" I hear and look up too see cal
"How the fuck is it my fault" I snap
"She left because of you, she told me yesterday she was leaving she said she couldn't do it anymore" he snaps
"Cal calm down" ash says as him and luke enter the room
"No ash let him have his moment" luke replies
"What did I do" I ask
"Do you really want me to tell you" cal asks
"Yes" I sigh
"You know why she left, she left because she can't handle seeing you with your slut of a girlfriend Taylor, she's hurting and you can't even see it, Katie had been by your side for years and you always ditch her for that slut, you can't see it can you" he yells
I stare at him blankly
"What can't I see" I yell
"That she fucking loves you" luke snaps
"I know I love her too" I reply
"No mikey she loves you" ash replies
I stare down at the ground, I never realise my bestfriend loved me, I've always had a thing for Katie but never wanted to ruin out friend ship but I guess I'm doing that by dating Taylor,
"I've stuffed up bad haven't i" I ask
"You think" cal snaps
"Luke, cal go for a walk and cool off" ash says guiding them away
They leave and ash comes and sits next to me,
"Mikey you need to fix this, how didn't you see that she loved you" he asks
"I had no idea ash, I was only dating Taylor to get over Katie but now I've lost her" I sniffle
"You need to go and find her mikey and tell her before it's too late" he replies
"There's no point she won't want me now" I reply
I hear my phone go off and see it's a twitter notifications from Katie
I read it
@Bettyboopkatie : if I didn't leave now I'd be stuck where I've always been, in the friend zone an not loved by you
I quickly type a reply
@Michael5sos: @bettyboopkatie please come back I stuffed up I know I just need to talk to you please let me know your ok
Just as I send it Taylor comes barging through the door,
"Baby" she screeches
Argh I don't know why I'm even dating her,it's time to end it, ash walks out
"Taylor we're over, I'm sorry but I have never loved you I've only ever loved one girl and I need to find her" I say standing up
"Oh no you dont" she replies trying to kiss me
"Get out " I snap
"Fine" she replies slapping my cheek and storming out
"Mikey go find your girl" ash says walking in and throwing me the car keys
"I don't know where she would be" I reply
"C'mon mikey isn't there one special place where you use to go" ash replies
I think and remember the little field we used to go to and sit under the only tree there,
"I think I know where she is" I say running out the door and to the car an drive......
Katie's pov
I think I slept for not even a hour, I just couldn't sleep so I decided to head to mine and mikeys spot well it used to be out spot until he started dating that hoe,
I lay down under our tree and shut my eyes,
I must of drifted off to sleep causes I am woken by someone carrying me, I look and see mikey
"What are you doing" I ask
"I came to find you" he replies putting me down
"Why" I ask
"Cause you mean too much to me to loose" he replies
"I can't do it any more mikey I can't pretend I'm ok when I'm not" I reply
He doesn't say nothing he justs grabs me and slams his lips to mine, I start to kiss back, I pull apart and just stare at him panting
"What was that for" I ask
"I love you" he replies
"But not the way I love you" I reply backing away
"No I love you more" he replies
I go and sit back under the tree
"Your just saying that to get me to come back " I mumble
As he sits next to me, he grabs my hand
"I'm not I've always loved you I just didn't want to tell you and ruin our friend ship, but I manage to do that anyway by dating Taylor and I'm sorry I couldn't see that you loved me as much as I love you, I was blind and now I really want you to come back so we can be together because I really do love you" he replies
"I love you too" I reply hugging him
"Please come back I really need you, and the guys need you,i think cal and luke hate me now" he replies
"Wait why do they hate you" I ask
"Cause I let you go and apparently ever one could see that you loved me but me" he replies
"You are a idiot" I reply
He hangs his head down
"But your my idiot" I say tugging his head up a smirk comes across his face
"Please come back and be with this idiot" he replies
I think about it for a minute
"No" I joke
He looks at me blankly and I see tears come to his eyes,
I quickly kiss him
"I'm joking of course if come back for you" I say breaking the kiss
"Your such a bitch" he laughs
"I love you too" I reply
"I love you" he replies pecking my lips
"Were you about to cry cause I swear I seen a tear" I reply rubbing his cheek
"Hey you would cry too if the one you love was about to ditch you" he replies
I frown and let him go
"I did every night,why do you think luke stays with me most nights" I reply
"I'm sorry I caused you so much pain, I just though you and luke had something going on" he replies
I laugh
"Me and luke that's funny, he stayed with me while I cried myself to sleep every night, that's why he would have been shitty at you and when luke wasn't there calum was and I'm kinda surprised ash didn't kick your ass cause he acts like my big brother" I reply
"I don't expect you to forgive me but I'm sorry, if I knew I would have been there every night" he replies
"But you weren't, you always ditched me for that slut" I sob
He hugs me and I sob into his chest,
"I was only dating her to get over you, I didn't realise and I'm sorry" he replies
"Can you just take me home" I ask
"Ok let's put your things in my car and we'll come back and get it tomorrow" he replies
We stand up
"I understand if you don't want to be with me" he sighs
"Michael I love you of course I want to be with you" I reply hugging him
"Let's get you home babe"he replies
We get my stuff and put it in his car we get in and drive home
We walk in side
"Guys I brought her back" mikey yells
The guys come running from the kitchen luke and cal tackle me into a hug
"Guys I wasn't even gone that long" I laugh
"We still missed you "cal replies
"You two take it easy on mikey please" I mumble as they let me go
they let go and hug an make up with mikey
"Guys I'm gonna head to bed" I say walking Up the stairs
"Aren't you hungry" ash asks
"Nope" I reply continuing my way to my room
I lay straight on my bed and sigh
"Katie" I hear and look up to see mikey
"Come here and cuddle me mikey" I say holding my arms up
He comes and lays half on top of me and cuddles me
"Are you ok"he mumbles
"Yes I'm fine still a little shocked that you love me too but other than that I'm fine " I reply
"Why so shocked baby" he asks
"Cause you love me " I sigh
"Why wouldn't I want to love you" he replies
"Cause I'm fat and ugly and you can do so much better" I reply
He sighs and leans up and looks at me
"you know none of that is true, you are beautiful and your nowhere near fat and I can't do better than you cause their is no one better than you" he replies stroking my cheek with his thumb
"But" I go to speak but he cuts me off by kissing me
"I love you ok" he says as he breaks the kiss
"Can you stay with me" i asks
"Of course" he replies getting up and off me
I get up and get dressed in my bed crop top and my black bed shorts and get in bed, mikey is stripped to his boxers I snuggle into his side and he wraps his arms around me
"I missed this" I mumble
"So did i" he replies
"So why'd you stop" I ask
"I needed to distant myself I didn't want to loose you I thought some space would be the answer that's why I stopped coming in at night" he replies
"I wish you didn't stop" I mumble
"I know I'm sorry I out you through all that if I knew you loved m back I would of came to you sooner I guess I should of just went for it cause I nearly lost you any way" he replies
"Mikey you wasn't loosing me I just had to get out before I broke" I reply
"I'm so sorry" he replies
"It's ok mikey" I reply
"It's not ok" he replies
"Michael your with me now it's fine" I reply
"I love you, go to sleep gorgeous" he replies
"I love you and don't feel bad ok, go to sleep baby all I "ant is you to cuddle me and your forgiven okay" I reply
"I can do that" he replies pulling me closer
He kisses the top of my head and I slowly drift off.....
