I'm sorry if I'm such a fuck up
I don't like to go places if I don't have to, I just can't stand to be around people. I just know it's because of my insecurities. I really don't know how to get over them.I don't even know when this all started. I don't even want to know.
I sorry I'm such a fuck up.
I want to say the right things, but I don't know how to put them into words. I don't know if I'm being mean or not. 'Am I a bad person?
I'm so sorry I'm such a fuck up.
Nobody likes me, no one ever did, or ever will. If I were to just disappear, no one will care. They will easily get over me.
I'm really sorry I'm such a fuck up.
I don't know what to do. I need help. Someone to talk to who will understand. And when I mean understand I mean REALLY understand.
Im sorry that I'm such a fuck up
I desperately need someone, someone out there to tell me everything is not okay. To hold me and tell me things can can get better. But that will never happen.
I'm so sorry, I know I'm such a fuck up.
I'm falling deeper and deeper into a hole. A hole that no one knows I'm falling into. Every day I smile at the funny stuff, and plaster a smile on my face that doesn't reach me eyes. The even sad thing is that no one will notice. I don't think I want them to... Or do I?
I sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
that I'm a fuck up
I don't know what to do anymore.
Hello ?
Anybody out there ?
"nobody is going to help a fuck up"
and that's what's eating me alive.
