Your Love is my Destiny - AU Zarry

Chapter 12 - Love At First Sight...

Zayn’s POV

‘I couldn’t take it anymore, I couldn’t be without him. I know we only met a few weeks ago but Harry already took a place in my heart… I love him, as a friend, I really do and I want him to be a part of my life…If I wake up in the hospital I want him to be there standing next to my bed…’

I made my way to his room, he was sleeping I guess…I came closer to him looking at his beautiful features. His curly hair was messy, his chest was going up and down slowly and I could see some eye bags that may have been there because he was crying a lot…

I hate to know that I was the reason that made him cry…I felt the guilt inside me, making me regret what I said to him. I broke his innocent heart…He didn’t deserve this…

‘Oh Harry…I missed him...I loved the way his dimples were showing when I made him laugh.’ I smiled to myself putting my finger slowly to the place where his dimples would normally be.

“Morning…” I whispered and felt him shivering to my voice.

Harry’s POV

“Morning…” I heard his gorgeous voice say. It felt so real…I could even smell him…

“Morn’n” I mumbled, wanting to answer him. I slowly opened my eyes hoping that he would be there and to my luck he was. I wasn’t dreaming, it was real, he was back.

I looked at him like he was a ghost...well actually he was so that was kind of stupid to do. I then felt something inside of me that started to hurt again. He broke my heart and now he was pretending that nothing happened?? I pushed myself away from him and was now sitting on the other end of the bed.

“What are you doing here?” I hissed seeing his smile fading away. I was getting so angry again. ‘He was the one making me cry, so why wouldn’t I?’ I couldn’t even be happy that he made his way back to me.

“I’m sorry Harry…” He said sadly. I didn’t answer, I couldn’t… ‘He was back to apologize? He really was…Maybe I did mean something to him after all…’

“I-…I couldn’t leave…I missed you” ‘He missed me? Awww…Isn’t he cute?’

“I can’t let go of you, I want you to know that you mean so much to me…Even if we just met…I-…” He paused. ‘Wow, I love him so much… I want to tackle him on the ground and cuddle with him…’

“I-..I know you..ehm..you love me…but I-…I need you to know that I can’t feel the same way…I mean I love you too but just as friends you know? I want you in my life as my friend if that is ok for you?” ‘He wants me in his life? As a friend? Can I handle this? Being a friend to him? Seeing him with his fiancé all the time? Can I take all that? I can’t say that I don’t want to be with him…even if it was just as a friend…’

“Please say yes, I swear it’s killing me that I can’t talk to you…I thought about to leave you alone so I couldn’t hurt you anymore but I-..I just can’t…you are already a part of my life Harreh!” He breathed in and out heavily, his eyes filled with tears…

“I’ll try…” I said, my mind confused…I didn’t know what else I could do…

“Really? Thank god!” He hugged me.

“You know what? I’ll make it up to you somehow ok?” ‘Make it up to me? What is he even thinking right now? I’m so gonna regret this…’