Your Love is my Destiny - AU Zarry

Chapter 21 - Forgive and forget?

Niall POV

After the wedding we all went home. Well actually Harry had to take me home because I wasn't really in a good shape to drive by myself...

I was lying on my bed thinking about what Liam said.

And I hate to admit that to myself but he was right, why didn't I just tell him that I love him? Was it that hard? He was the one, the love of my life but...Why was it so hard to tell him those three words?

Am I not ready for a relationship? No, that was not the problem... The problem was that no one ever loved me like Liam did...

He was so caring and protective and loved me so much but I just was so stupid and didn't say it back...

Just three words he was dying to hear...

I love you

It wouldn't be that hard would it?

I...Love....You....

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Harry's POV

'Two days passed since the wedding and I didn't saw Liam neither did I saw Niall. Louis and Eleanor left for their honeymoon and I was spending more time with my lovely boyfriend...I know, I know he is not my boyfriend now but someday he will be I just know it' I grinned to myself not noticing the look Zayn was giving me.

"You're drooling Harry, what happened? Let me guess imagining me naked?" He smirked and looked at me with an innocent look.

"Nope I was just thinking about all the hot models that are coming today for a photo shoot... I wonder if one of them would-"

"Jerk..." Zayn rolled his eyes and turned his back to me. I liked it when he got jealous but he would never admit that.

I got up from the couch I was sitting and took him by his wrist, pulling him down on my lap.

"You know I just got eyes for you right?" I whispered to him, kissing his neck slowly.

"H-Harreh..." he almost moaned and I continued.

"What?" I whispered against his neck.

"P-please..." he stuttered and I stopped immediately, I should've known that he didn't want this.

"I'm sorry..." I looked at his brown orbs. He looked back at me with some kind of...lust? Did he want me to continue?

"I-...I'll go check on Niall..." he let out a shaky breath and got up from my lap.

"Okay...tell me if you need anything" I answered, he nodded and disappeared while I was left with the bulge in my pants. Oh god that guy is going to be the death of mine... I mentally sighed and stood up walking into my room to take care of what I was left with.

Zayn's POV

Thank god I could leave before he saw the blush creeping on my face... Could I even get a blush as a ghost?

Nevertheless I was enjoying what he did but I still wasn't sure about my feelings towards him.

Sure he was nice and good looking but I wasn't over my fiancé yet...Well ex- fiancé but he doesn't know that...