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When I get to my lowest I write these. Let's hope I never have to use them. (Or not) If you are a lucky enough to be part of this (you will know if this applies) , then congratulations, your existence has made a big enough effect on my life to be me...

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Heartbreak?

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by wintergirlia

by wintergirlia

Omg it hurts.
The pain in my heart.
It hurts so much.
It's too much to bear.
I know that 'turning mental pain to physical pain' isn't even enough anymore.
I need something deeper.
Something MORE.
The pain isn't just in my head now.
It's my heart too.
Physical pain was sufficient for mental pain.
But now I feel it everywhere.
Mental, physical; emotional pain
Yet I also feel numb.
How is this possible?
It's not enough.
Deeper.
Stronger.
More painful than just self harm is what I need.
This puzzled me for a while.
But now I know.
I know what I need to do...