So I know I said I would change the fact so I can lose weight but I had to eat this week since I have appointment and usually my blood won't go when I haven't eaten so I had too but I'm it done so back to where I was
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Today was good...in the morning
I came back home after being in the city for three days. I met my little sister friend, I learn I'm going back home with my friend who went to the city too but once I got home is when I hate the most
So I learn I can't make mistake in the family, I CANT MAKE MISTAKE!!! Isn't life is about making mistake?
Yes I burn the food but I didn't do it on purpose. Yes I may have spill but I didn't do it on purpose. I make mistake so no need to get so mad at me, you have took my tv and lock it away but I don't care about my tv!! All I ever want is your attention but I don't want the attentions when your mad but I can't get that because my older siblings got your attention with there responsible and there stuff they can make. But I can't because my younger siblings has all your attentions! All of your love and what do I get?!?! Nothing but us fighting all the time
Yes I get why you don't know what to get me each time you go out while the rest of my family gets something but not me
Yes I know I isolate myself from my family but the thing is that you don't even brother to ask me what the matter but the things is I know what the matter and it my whole family.
No one fucking cares!!! I'm just the outcast from my family.
