Caution: This may seem a little dark and it kind of is, but I still wanted to share it. I don't even know if you can consider this a poem, but still. Here it is.
Please Don't Leave
I love you.
I miss you.
And I fear you leaving me
But what I fear more is my reaction.
I can stay strong
Or break in
But I think
The second is the one to happen.
If I stay strong
I stay motivated
I stay happy
I stay stable (and lean).
If I break in
I may gain weight
In eating my emotions
Away.
If I break in
I may lose weight
In restricting food
Because my heart's torn.
If I break in
I may cut myself
And purge the life out of me
Just to numb the feelings for you.
The thing
That will keep me alive
Will always be
My dreams.
So there's one thing
I ask you to do
It's to please
Don't leave.
Because if you do
I don't know what will happen.
I'm afraid
I won't have enough strength.
I can stay strong
But just a bit.
I'll probably break in
And no one is to save me.
I'm madly in love with you
So please
I beg you
Don't leave.
Your love.
-22nd Sep 2k15
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