Shawn Mendes pov
I couldn't believe it ,it's her,I need to go to her,she's probably a mess right now
"Johnson,take me to her"
I told him still shocked by what I just found out
"What?,why?"
He asked with pure curiousness shown in his face
"I'LL EXPLAIN ON THE WAY ,LET'S JUST GO NOW"
I told him while dragging him to the door and now we're off.
RU POV
I ran away from him,I ran away from everyone surrounding me,I needed some space,I feel like I'm being suffocated,I raced to the front door,once I left out I couldn't help myself ,my body suddenly collapsed on the floor and the tears that I couldn't keep them in anymore spilled out,I can't believe I actually dated a guy who murdered my own family,everything in my life is a mess right now,I kept telling myself everything will get better soon but I can't just lie to myself,everything is getting worse,nothing got better,I don't know who am I anymore,I'm in the middle of no where ,I don't know if I'm improving or falling down ,I don't know if I'm happy or sad,a million of thoughts raced through my mind,a lot of doubts are fulfilling my mind,everyone who I asked them to help ,instead of offering a hand to help,they stabbed me in the back,they all have two faces,two nasty ugly faces,one who they really are,and one who they pretend to me,why did gilinsky thought that hiding this from me is a good idea,why did he thought it's alright to do such thing and go away with it,he only told me cuz he's drunk,maybe if we didn't attend the party and went to his friends concert instead,I wouldn't ever find out,you only say your true opinions and thoughts when you're drunk,I mean you never heard someone lied while being drunk right?,I don't care if it all happened in the past,it still affects me,I'll never get over it.
JOHNSON POV
Me and Shawn drove to the party place,what Shawn just told me was unbelievable ,Shawn couldn't keep his chill the whole time,he was so nervous and his color turned pale more than what it already was ,he is trying his best to maintain calmness and manage to cool down,while we were on our way,it started to rain,I thrower a sigh and continued driving while driving. ,I saw a girl walking alone ,I tried to get a close look of her physical appearance,a fragile body,hazel colored hair,weak legs and thin arms,smeared make up on her face,and it looks like she is crying,before I could recognize her and till realization hits me with the fact that this girl is ru,I heard the door beside me getting slammed a figure of Shawn rushing toward the girl.
THIRD PERSON OMN.
Shawn ran to the girl who is soaked wet by now, And as if it was a motherly instinct or something,he ingulfed her in to a massive hug and they both like that for a while,it's crazy how this is the first time they ever met but the happiness and joy that fulfilled both of their hearts was undescribable ,Shawn had a huge grin formed in his face and ru felt warmed in his presence,even thought it is raining heavily,they both felt warm in each other arms and they didn't care for a minute about the weather.
Johnson decided to stay in the car and let Shawn and ru have their moment alone without interruption ,it warmed his heart as a brother to see his sister finally feeling loved,feeling worthful,feeling safe,warm,happy,secured in Shawn tight hug.
Shawn spoke to her for a couple of minutes,Johnson didn't know what was being said ,but he knew he was introducing himself and telling her that he is the one who should be taking care of her and that he is still willing to do so and that he was looking for her,he noticed by Shawn facial expression and hand moves that he is slightly trembling and struggling to explain his point,once he finished speaking,ru crushed him in a bone crushing hug and a sign of relief appeared on his face,Johnson was so proud of Shawn,this reunion warmed his heart,he waved for them to enter the car and they both got in and drove to home,ru placed her heart in Shawn beating heart and didn't care for a moment that gilinsky is still drunk at that party and that she and Shawn are probably gonna have a flu by tommorow ,but that was none of her concern at the moment.
