Hate To Love

Secrets

Rachel's POV

Tonight I'm going to the Hudson- Hummel household. I've been spending a lot of time with Finn because of being paired in English but Brody has been a little distant. We usually hang out and cuddle but I don't know what's wrong.

Me- Heyy Finny. I said with a laugh.

Finn- Hey Rachie.

Me- Damm we have nicknames that 3rd graders have!

Finn- Hey!

Me- Just kidding. I said hugging him, we've grown closer like best friends but I kinda wanna be more than that but he probably doesn't.. I'm just this sad short ugly girl he wouldn't want me. He deserves a queen and a beauty like.. Quinn

Finn- Hey Rach? Are you okay.

Me- Huh umm.. yeah I-I'm fine

Finn- We've grown close and yeah only a couples days ago we hated each other but I can read you like a book, what's wrong?

Me- If I told you something it only stays between you, me, Santana, Kurt, and Britt they're the only ones I told..

Finn- Promise! What is it?

Me- I pulled out my left arm that I always manage to hide and roll my arm around revealing several deep cuts. When I looked down on my arm I felt my eyes tear up.

Finn's POV

She pulled out her arm and honestly I felt my heart drop.. I can't believe somebody so amazing and beautiful would do that to themself... I heard her sniffle and I looked up to check on her and saw tears running down her face, I felt awful because I hate somebody with such joy and talent cry, I just pulled her into a hug knowing she didn't want to talk and held her.

Me- Rach.. It's gonna be okay. It stayed silent and she just sobbed into my chest without a word we just stood there.

She pulled away

Rachel- Thanks for being such a great friend Finn. She said wiping her tears.. is that all she thinks we are, friends.

Me- No problem. She squeezed my hand once more and walked into the girl's bathroom to clean her makeup.

10 minutes later

RING RING ENGLISH CLASS//

Mr. Martin- Hello class today I will be assigning your first project with your partner.

From there I stopped listening I was just so happy I get to spend more time with Rachel for "school" but I don't know who I love . YES I said LOVE I love Rachel and Quinn but Rachel's a lot prettier, nicer, and more talented I mean really Quinn sang "Milkshake"!

Rachel- We're meeting up tonight right?

Me- Yeah we also need to talk about the kiss.. I said quietly hoping she heard so I didn't have to repeat it.

Rachel- I don't think we need too. She said nervously.

Me- Yes we do Rach it almost happened we need to figure things out.

Rachel- No we don't we're both like dating someone.. it was a drunken mistake

That hurt she thinks it was a "mistake"

Me- Okay I'll see you at my house at 6:00 so we can talk about the party and the project, great talking to you. My cue to leave was when the bell rang which was perfect timing it rang right after I made my comment. Glee club was sort of a bore today Mr. Shue just talked the entire time saying "the music doesn't have to come all out to the crowd but let them come to you". Like what the hell? What are you speaking?!

Author's Note

Boring chapter I know sorry. There's another part to this story by the way. Make sure to vote and comment PLEASE.

I DO NOT OWN GLEE NOR AM I THE ORIGINAL WRITERS