Hate To Love

Another Shot? (Prt 2)

Rachel's POV

I go back to school Monday, January 4th, 2016.

I got baby things, maternity clothes, phone cases, and other things. Finn's family went to Big Bear for winter so I just mailed him his presents. I sent him a brand new xbox with tons of games and a songaram picture..I thought he just needed one. I haven't exactly talked to him ever since the janitor's closet incident but whatever I guess he does like Melinda.

Today is the 3rd of January so baciacally I go back tomorrow. I feel kind of worried of my baby, my bump is growing REALLY fast but the baby's father is also 6'4 so I guess I have an explanation.

Mom- Rach can you take out the trash.

Me- Sure. I've been trying to be as nice as I can lately since my moods are a mess. I've also been throwing up NONSTOP and I hate it!

I walked outside taking out the green trash can first. I was getting the trash can over the curb when I felt somebody's hands on my waist. Which made me jump a little.

Him- You really shouldn't be working this hard while pregnant. I immediately recognized the voice it was Finn.

I left the trash on the grass and turned around to face his handsome face trying to avoid all the lipstick on his face probably from Melinda..

Me- Why are you here it's like 8:30?

He still had his hands on my waist, I didn't do anything because I didn't want to show that it bothered me; it didn't but he doesn't need to know that.

Finn- I needed to check on the girl who's carrying my child.

I rolled my eyes.

Me- Yeah, I'm carrying my child how is that your buisness?

Finn- Will you at least think about it?

Me- NO! Because I'm not even keeping it! I lied through my teeth and took his hands off of me. His face turned sort of sad and angry.

Finn- WHAT!?

Me- I'm not keeping it. I lied again.

Finn- Are you giving it up for adoption!? I just nodded looking away.

Finn- WHY? That's my kid too shouldn't I have a say in it!?

Me- No, because I don't want you to be apart of it's life and I can't either.

Finn's eyes got kind of watery..I feel bad now.

Finn- We can do this together Rach please?

Me- No, not that I think that I can't handle it's that this i a commitment; when you cheated on me you ran away from that and dumped me; when you didn't make the soccer team you flipped the coach off I can't have my baby's father running away all the time it's not healthy for me, you, or this baby. I said putting my hand on my belly.

Finn- PLEASE? He pleaded again.

I hugged him and let go, I turned around.

Me- Goodbye Finn.

Finn- I won't let you go, you're the love of my life Rachel.

Me- Is that why you have lipstick all over your face. I said with tears streaming down my face while  facing him again.

Finn- You know that Melinda's and I's relationship is weird.

Me- Than dump her!

Finn- I can't I can't do that!

Me- Than stop fighting for me! If you can't do that than just stay out of my way and leave me alone! This baby can't go through this I'm not keeping it and I don't care if you like it or not, this kid is mine and I want the best for it and we; we're not the best for it. I said crying as well as Finn.

Me- Goodbye.

Finn- Bye Rach..

Me- It's Rachel to you.

Finn seemed even more upset but he walked away with his head down and his hands covering his face. I saw a car coming!

Me- Finn! MOVE! I yelled; he turned back at me and looked at the car heading straight for him in shock I was about to jump in the way but it was to late..

I ran over to him.

Me- FINN! FINNN! WAKE UP! PLEASE FINN I LOVE YOU!!!

Finn tried opening his eyes. He had a light pulse.

Finn- I love you mo-more. He then closed his eyes.

I was sobbing.

Me- MOM! DAD! I yelled not caring about what is would do to my voice.

They came out running and saw Finn and immediately called the ambulance. Puck than came running out and saw me crying and yelling for Finn to wake up.

Puck- Hey Hey Rachel it's okay he's gonna be okay!

Me- But I love him!! I sobbed to him.

Puck- You need to keep this baby alive; Finn is going to live for you.

I calmed down after a good five minutes until the ambulance came and put him on a strecher into the back of the van/car.

Author's Note

OHHHHH! I'm acutally really exited for what's coming up next. Keep reading. Vote and comment on what you think. Byee. -Maddie