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Chapter 4: OPEN THE CLOSET

.... How the HELL did he find me....
I hurry up and grab my phone to call my mom. Running around my room , throwing clothes , shoes and towels everywhere. Finally I find it!!! As I'm dialing , all I can think about is I thought this was over. I thought I wouldn't have to keep facing my demons. I already have so much shit I haven't dealt with yet and this keeps happening. Eventually my mom picks up and I break down.

Flashback

3 years ago....

Washing my hair , playing some usher let it burn.
Looking around for my brush but oh well. I wonder if my mom could braid my hair so it can be krinkly for school tommorow. Mannn yessss!!! MOMMMMMM!!!
No answer ...
" Ughh she always ignores me the first time I call her man",
Mommmmm!!!, I need you to braid my hairrrr!!.
Peek outside my door and still no answer, wtf.
Walk to my brother's room, should've known he wasn't going be here. Where is everybody I thought.
KNOCK KNOCK
"Who is it!?!"
As I opened the door , I was tackled to the floor. Ahhh, my head. As I try to open my eyes I feel my hands pinned to the floor. " GET OFF OF ME", I try to force the heavy body off of me. I can feel their hot breathe down my neck. I finally look up and see who it is.....
My dad ..... I scream as loud as I could but then he punches me in mouth.
He rips off my shorts and boxers and begins to unbuckle his pants. I squirm for fear of what was about to happen. Tears began to slip from each eye as I thought of why this was happening to me. I cursed myself, I began to think I'm being punished for secretly liking girls. And before I knew a sharp pain entered my body. I cried out in agony. And the pain felt like it was getting worse and worse. Next thing I knew I blacked out.... When I finally awoke I was covered in bruises , my lip was busted and I was bleeding badly between my legs. Scared to move , I looked around to make sure I was alone. Then I slowly crawled to the phone to call my brother. He rushed home what felt like 5 minutes and came held me then called the police. Once they got in contact with my mom I finally told who it was and what happened. They never arrest my dad but he never came around since then .....

End

" Mom I don't know how he found us", I cry while shaking the phone next to my ear.
" Relax Sweety I'm coming home in the next 20 minutes."
I hang up and run upstairs to my room and lock the door. I hold my pillow so tight until you could see the white in my knuckles. The rage and fear was building up. All I ever wanted was to be left alone. And this happens... And I still have to go to school. Hopefully my mom can take care of this and I can have a good year.