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Chapter 5 : Over it

First day of school right.... You would think I would want to impress my new rich classmates. But not me I wore my polo sweatpants and plain fitted white t and strolled into school looking for the front office. Walking the halls without the huge walk way of parents and students was very weird, almost intimidating. This school was FUCKING HUGE. As I'm walking I see this girl walk out the cafeteria and for some reason she mean mugged me. Being me I ignored it and shrugged it off. Hope I don't make any enemies so soon.

Finally received my schedule after 30 minutes of waiting for the printer to act right.

Hmm...

Period 1: Political Science
Period 2: Music
Period 3: World History
Period 4 : AP English
Period 5 : P.E.
Period 6: Pre-Calculus
This should be fun... SIKE

Past the awkward introductions from my first two periods I can officially say I hate this school. I just can't seem to get into this shit. As I try to remember my combination to my locker I feel some bump pass me almost knocking me off my feet. *take a deep breath * looking around ... And would you believe it's the girl from earlier laughing and getting loud. *rolling my eyes* fuck this locker , I say under my breath. Walking to my 3rd class pissed off. I throw my books on a desk. Luckily I was really early and could sit in the back of class. I see everyone walk in grouped up laughing and joking. I get extremely annoyed really not wanting to be here until 3:10. ....
Then the devil walks in. Already I see now I will not like this girl. She walks in like she owns the class and everyone is ok with it. Soon the bell rings and the teacher starts going over the syllabus and I zone out looking out the window and playing my music with my headphone secretly in my ear. When it gets close to the end of class , i feel awkward like someone is staring at me. And it was " her" but she soon turns around. Wtf was that ... *scratching my head.

Bell rings*

I'm still exhausted from gym. Right out the gate we had to run 2 miles in 5 minutes. Good thing I brought extra clothes and deodorant. Pre- cal was boring as hell. Mr. Dewoski was talking non-stop about ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! Im so glad this is first day shit is over. Ready to go home . I know moms is going to have a problem with me wearing my camo shorts and my fitted shirt. Always complaining about me starting to look more and more like a boy.

When I got home moms was cooking and might I say ,*stomach growls* I'm hungry asf. Thinking about my next move. I can't walk into the kitchen or I'll get the third degree. Alright so I make a laddish up the stairs before she even has a chance
to ...

" ALISON RENEE ANDERSON... Bring your fast butt in this KITCHEN NOW!", mom yells.

No she did not just say my wholeeeeer name, how did she even know I was here, I was so quiet what the hell, I think to myself. I walk slowly adjusting my clothes to at least look presentable or good enough to not get smacked. Hit with the smell of jambalaya and cornbread , I close my eyes and inhale the smell of good ole home cooking. Soon I was snapped of my daze with a POP on the arm , " OW!" I yell. Rubbing my arm to soothe sting sensation. " What I tell you about looking like a boy, I swear you don't care how you look!!" She continues yelling at me but this has to be the 1000th time ive heard this same speech. My mind started to drift towards school today. First thought to pop in my head was that girl who kept staring at me and somewhat giving me a hard time. And I finally found out her name is ..... "Dez." Well that's all I could make out.

Before I knew it my right cheek was stinging and the more I zoned back in the worst it felt. Did my mother just slap me?!?. I held my my face looking at her in rage face in SHOCK. And like that she snapped out of it and turned around and continued cooking. My mind was racing to what the hell just happened. Why does how I dress make her Soooo mad. I hurry and ran out the kitchen up to my room. I felt my blood boiling as I continually felt my face and still feel the heat from where I was smacked. * sigh* As I lay down I try to relax myself and my mind kept going back to that girl. I really need to focus on something else and before I knew I was knocked out.