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dear ross,
last night, i was having a hard time falling asleep. it was very strange, because these past days, all i did was sleep my thoughts away. when i closed my eyes, you appeared in my mind. i don't know why, but i started crying. it has already been a few days since your death, but i think that everything suddenly just... hit me. i would never see you again. i would never hear your laugh again, never see your smile again, never feel your kisses and your touches again. i would never be able to love you again.
that thought was so scary, i don't want to have it ever again. i will always love you, even if you're alive or not. your letter still remains untouched, i discarded it on my nightstand. i don't want to read it, i don't want to know the last words you left behind for me. i'm too scared.
