99 days without you ⇴ raura

i'm sorry

i decided, as of today, to finally... leave this account.

i have been thinking about this for months now, but this summer, i just felt so... disinterested when i entered this account.

to be honest, i lost interest with raura over more than a year. i just didn't want to leave raura and this account behind because i felt so attached to it. after shipping them and writing about them for more than two years, it just didn't feel right to abandon this.

don't get me wrong, just because i lost interest in raura, doesn't mean that i hate ross or laura. in fact, i still jam to r5 songs from time to time and i still follow laura around a lot. (she mentionned me in one of her facebook lives i'm-).

i just don't ship them anymore.

i continued writing fake number because i was so in love with the book, i didn't want to end it. even if i lost interest in raura, i always wrote chapters in school during lunch and would update daily. and when i finished it, i suddenly just didn't want to write any books anymore.

i was very inactive for a few months, but i didn't feel super upset. i came back because someone messaged me and told me how they missed my writing and asked me if i officially left and i felt so guilty. i felt very sad after, because all the regret came back and i realized i was about to give up something that meant a lot to me. i couldn't get rid of the attachment i had with this account.

i had multiple ideas about this fanfic, and decided to give it another shot and maybe reconnect with my raura roots. it actually worked really well, until my hiatus because of finals. i was so stressed about exams, i decided to forget about wattpad and delete the app for a month.

when i came back, i just didn't feel like writing. (also happened with my other not-raura-related books). i tried to, but it was worst than before. i really didn't feel like going on this account because i felt disattached.

during this summer, i went traveling, had a lot of fun, and i realized i grew out of this account. it took me a lot of time to think about it, but i decided to leave this account completely. this saddens me a lot, because this is my first wattpad account, my first fanfics, my first everything. i still feel very attached, but i think it's time to let it go.

i still will check it up maybe once a few months or do a random update (because i still love this book a lot), but i just won't be here.

i'm sorry for those who are disappointed in me or for those who were looking foward to this book, but i just feel like i can't continue anymore. this is the end of unicornz324.

thank you for everything.

-vee