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Skylor P•O•V

I can't say anything cause if I say anything not only is Jordan going to make me have an abortion which I think he will either way but he will beat me again and even worst this time and send me to the hospital again. He left a mark on my back with the belt and I know it would end up leaving a scar there too. I'm only 3 weeks pregnant. Lena is due next week. Jordan is going to become a dad yeah I got mad but that was his choice. I'm happy I'm going to be a Aunty and the same time though don't get me wrong, and yeah a mom too but that's in 9 months. I could be an aunt any time now. The aunt of my brother and best friends child. Lena is only 18 and Jordan is 19. I really do wonder about Jordan the shit he goes out to do at times. He drinks whenever he feels like it at home. He has the weed upstairs in his room and at 3 in the morning he would roll a joint or go outside with the bong and his drink with the bottle of vodka and just sit and drink and smoke my himself. He comes back in the house high and drunk. Sometimes I wish mom and dad was still alive. I wonder what the place would be like what do they think about Jordan and my choices.

Jordan and I are young adults and yeah I'm a year younger but I'm also the more mature one between the two of us. At times Jordan just gets me scared like what other things might he be doing that I don't know. I know he use to be a trapper when he was 15 but he stopped that, I know that for a fact. But still he makes me think.

Jordan P•O•V

I can't believe my sister is pregnant. When did this all happen? When did Mayson and her have sex? Why didn't they use protection? sky is only 18 and she's going to me a mother. I'm going to be a father soon and a uncle of sky baby in 9 months. I feel bad I just beat my sister with the belt that I had soaking in water. I know that left a mark on her but I was just so mad and shocked at the same time. I would never do that again I learned after the first time when I put her in a coma, that day still haunts me. But knowing that my sister is pregnant now damn, that just hit me and it hit me hard. It took me forever to tell sky that Lena was pregnant with my child. And here is my 18 year old sister telling me she's 3 weeks pregnant.

Who am I going to be able to drink with who am I going to be able to smoke weed with. It was only my sky I had. I don't trust anybody else. After mom and dad past away its only me and sky that ride for each other. And if I was to loose her I don't know what I would do I would probably kill myself especially if she died because of some foolish shit that was caused by me. When I go home I'm going to talk to Skylor privately just me and her and I would be calm about it.