Hey guys it seems like you guys like it so far which I am really happy about it love you all ~Jordyn
So today I wake up after last night and my wrist was killing me it hurt so bad. I got out of bed trying not to wake up Shawn, I went into the bathroom and I took off the bandage, I started crying they were so deep I could t even believe I ever did that.
"Babe why are you crying?" Shawn asked
"It's terrible Shawn why did I do this why did all of this happen to me!"
"Jordyn just think if this never happened to you we wouldn't be dating right now we wouldn't be this close."
"Oh god Shawn I love you so much."
"I love you too princess."
So later that day all of the boys went to hang out so I decided to go out to dinner with Grace and Kaylee.
"So how's it been with Shawn?" Kaylee asked
"It's been good really good."
"Hey I'm really sorry about your parents Jordyn I really am." Says Grace
"Thanks."
"So have you guys had sex yet?" Kaylee asked
"Yeah we did"
"OMG HOW WAS IT IS HE GOOD?"
"Yeah he is."
"How's Hayes Kaylee?"
"Oh we have done it quite a few times."
"What about you and Matt Grace?"
"We're good nothing to special."
"Oh wow, we all know you did it."
"Okay I admit we did and holy shit was it good."
So that was pretty much the rest of the day talking about sex and eating. So I went home and walked inside and put my keys on the counter and then someone wraps their arms around my waist and turns me around. I thought it was Shawn but it was Nash.
"Hey Nash what are you doing here."
"Jordyn I've wanted you ever since the day I first saw you and I am gonna get you too."
"No your not get off me."
"Come on I could give you so much more than Shawn could."
Then he grabs my ass and kisses me while throwing me down on the couch. It was terrible I hated it. Then just as he started taking off my shirt Shawn comes in hearing my cry and punches Nash."WHAT THE FUCK,WERE YOU TRYING TO FUCK HER."
"Yes you son of a bitch I would be so much better for her."
"NASH GET THE FUCK OUT NOW AND DONT BOTHER COMING BACK YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT."
"I'll be back for more Jordyn don't worry."
I sat there on the floor crying with no shirt on and blood pouring out of my wounds. It kept getting worse and worse.
"Jordyn are you alright."
"Shawn it's so hard why did this happen."
"I don't know babe but we will fix it okay."
"Okay."
He picks me up and brings me to the bed. He the. Lays me down and cleans up my cuts. We the. Spent the rest of the night in silence with me nuzzled into his chest waiting for the pain to drift away.