You stood there smiling slightly to yourself as you gazed at Kiyoko from afar.
"Hello earth to (Y/N), anyone home?" your best friend asked waving their hand in front of your face interrupting you from your daydream.
"Yeah absolutely we should do that," you say absentmindedly too focused on Kiyoko to do anything.
"You're hopeless, why don't you just confess you love to her and get it over and done with?" he/she asked.
You sighed at that thought thinking that she would just laugh in your face then walk away as if nothing had ever happened. "I c...can't" you say your voice slightly trembling at the end.
This had always been a huge problem for you, just the thought of leaping out into the unknown terrified you, so this whole deal of having a crush and confessing scared the absolute shit out of you.
"Well if you keep saying you can't you very well can't," he/she sighed.
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You sat there looking attentivly at the teacher as he wrote on the board but in reality you were staring at your long time crush who just by coincedence (not the fact that every morning before class you guarded this place with your life) sat in front of you.
She turned to you smiling that amazing smile of hers nearly making you pass out from its beauty.
"Can I please borrow a pen I've lost mine."
You sat there awestruck that crush even had the thought to talk to you. "Yeah sure," you say passing a pen with an undeniably shaking hand.
She turned her head from you but the her smile had already imprinted itself in your head never leaving if you had any say in it.
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You sat there waiting for volleyball practice to end so you could confess no longer standing the thought of her having anyone else but you without a confession.
"Oh (Y/N) I didnt expect you to be here, why are you here?"
"Kiyoko I have something to tell you," your herat hammered against your chest signalling this was when you were going to start stuttering non stop.
"I...I...I li...li...ke y...ou."
"What?"
You sighed at the fact she couldnt understand you from all your stuterring. "Nevermind," tears threatened to fall from your eyes as you ran away from her and as soon as she was out of sight you let them falling turning you into a blubbering mess.
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You didn't face Kiyoko the next day after your 'confession' too afraid to even look at her.
Kiyoko however did notice the sudden avoidence after your talk with her after volleyball practice. This strangley affected her in noticible ways, that fact that seeing you in the mornings seated behind her always put her in a good but now seeing you off somewhere else with your friends was kind of like a blow to her day.
You sighed as Kiyoko sat down in her usual spot in front of someone else.
"At least you tried," your friend's soft voice said knowing this topic was touchy ever since.
"Then why do I feel like I haven't," you confess that feeling had never left you since you confessed.
"Well then maybe you should try again."
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You sat there alone in the library at lunch because your friend had run off to some important club meeting. The library was basically the only socially acceptable place to be alone at school without feeling the disaproving stares of others.
Kiyoko entered the library her eyes searching for you and to see you all alone felt like amazing luck. "Can I please talk to you kn private (Y/N)?"
You left the library to a secluded area "So what exactly did you want to talk to me about?"
"I like you."
You stared at her as if she was saying she was an alien, "Did you just with the words and the speaking."
She smiled finding your reaction absolutely adorable, "Yes."
Then you fainted from happiness.
(A/N)
Hey guys sorry for the long wait I wasn't exactly sure how to write this so I just had to sit down and keep writing till I got a neck cramp. Anyway what did you guys think tell me because I feel like I've gotten Kiyoko all wrong. Also request and I'm also clarifying you can give me ocs to write with as long as you tell me the personality and what they look like.
P.S. This was requested by kathyxotaku
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