Blood loss ~Twilight new moon fanfiction~ read discription!

No more Bella ~Twilight new moon fanfiction~ read discription!

Bellas pov:

I woke up screaming, my eyes were teary. I had a dream... It was me and edward. I burst into tears and curled into a ball. I cant stand this anymore, he left me. He didnt want me. What is wrong with me? I slowly got out of bed and decided to have a shower. I tip toed to the bathroom so I didnt wake up Charlie who was sleeping down in the loungeroom because I have been making so much noise. I stripped off my cloths and adjusted the water. I hopped in the shower letting the hot water run across my body. I reached my hand up to grab my razor but I slipped and my razor gave me a tiny cut on my wrist.

"Ouch!" I yelped quickly pulling my hand down. I stared at the cut which was dripping blood into the bathtub bellow me, making the water turn pink as it swirled down the sink. I froze for a second staring at the cut. I came back into focus and realised how much the cut was stinging. I washed the blood off and hopped out of the shower and grabbed my towel. I dried off my hand and got a bandaid from the bottom draw and placed it carefully onto my cut.

I woke up the next morning happy but suprised that I acctually had a good sleep after I woke up last night. I walked to my closet and opened it. I pulled on some black tights, a blue tshirt with a black hoodie. I wasnt bothered to brush my hair so I just left it not caring how stupid it looked. I slipped my feet into the first pair of shoes I found which were a pair of old, black flats. I stormed out the door not caring about breakfast. I decided to go for a walk. I strolled down my pathway staring at my feet. I bumped into someone who must of been running because i was knocked back and I fell over into the gravel.

"Hey!" I yelled looking up to see who it was.

"Bella! Im so sorry, are you alright!" Jacob said startled. He quickly reached down to help me up.

"Jacob! Im fine, I should of been watching where I was going. Im fine, what about you? What brings you here?" I said gloomly. I tried my best to sound happy but I failed.

"Well I came to see you, I know you have been really upset lately and I was wondering if you wanted to do something fun?" He said brightly. His eyes looked at me hopefully. I stared at the ground in silence. I didnt want to but Jacob seemed really keen so I said yes. "Awesome! What do you want to do?"

"I dont know," I murmed, I really just wanted to go on a walk and just come home and try and get some sleep.

"Well its a nice sunny day and I thought we should make the most of it and go up to the beach at La Push?" Jacob suggested.

"Alright," was all I could say. Jacob must of noticed I didnt want to do that because he was looking at me worriedly.

"We could stay home and watch movies if you want to?" Jacob asked gently. I nodded, that sounded a little better. I turned around back into my house and Jacob followed. I guided Jacob into the lounge room and let him pick out a movie.

"Theres plently of snacks in the kitchen," I told Jacob. He smiled and rushed into the kitchen and came back out with arm fulls of food. he had two packets of potato chips, a bottle of fizzy drink and a plate of sandwhiches. I gave him a small smile and got up to grab myself a blanket. I got my blanket and lied down on the couch. I struggled to spread the blanket over myself but Jacob rushed up to help.

"Ive got it!" He called, jumping up and spreading the blanket over me.

"Thanks Jake," I said tiredly. Before I knew it I was asleep.

*****I was dreaming that I was sitting in a meadow by myself having a picnic. I had invited all my friends, my mother and my father but none of them came. I sat there sadly and suddenly someone walked up behind me. I quickly looked to see my mother staring at me. I smiled and told her to sit but she just stood there. "Mommy, whats wrong?" I asked.

"Your my problem," she yelled. I stared at her confused. Next thing Phil, my moms new husband walked in.

"We hate you which is why we made you leave," he said. I started to cry.

"You are not good enough, we all hate you," said a beautiful voice. I turned the other way and Edward was standing there. I stood up in tears and ran away but Edward was suddenly infront of me, he grabbed my shoulders and I felt a pain in my neck and it all went black*****

I woke up screaming, tears were rolling down my face. Everyone hated me. I was better off dead! I felt Jakes strong arms wrap around my body. "Bella! Bella are you alright!" He said frightened. I gulped and nodded.

"Just a dream," I croaked. He stared at me concerned and gently brushed my face wiping my tears with his thumb. before I knew it his face was inches from mine, I realised he was coming closer, I just froze as his lips parted. They were just above mine when I realised what was happening.

"No no no!" I screamed trying to get him off me. He quickly recoiled and stared at me, his face looked hurt.

"This is about Edward isnt it," he said softly. I flinched at his name.

"No! I mean yes," I said quickly.

"Bella he left you, he doesnt want you!" Jacob said angrily. I burst into tears an crunched up into a ball. "Bella im sorry!" Jacob said rushing in to help.

"Dont touch me! No one wants me!" I shrieked.

"Bella thats not true! You have Charlie and Renee," he started.

"No Renee got rid of me! She didnt want me!" I shouted.

"Bella, you have me," he said softly. He sat up next to me and pulled me onto his chest. I hesitated for a moment but I quickly gave in, I burried my face onto his chest. I cried and cried but Jacob just sat there holding me closer and firmer with every sob. I eventually stopped crying a little and took my head off Jacob. Jacob loosened his grib and let me escape. I curled up on the couch with Jacob lying next to me. I felt his hands gently comb through my hair. "Bella, hush. It will be alright," he cooed softly. I smiled gently. I started to sweat, he was so hot! As in he must have a fever.

"Jake?" I murmered.

"Yes Bells?" He replied in his sexy voice. Did I just call his voice sexy! i mean he did have a sexy voice but I didnt like him like that. He was my best friend.

"Are you fealing alright? You seem so hot, like your burning up," I said worriedly. I felt his body stiffen agianst mine.

"Its nothing Bella, get some rest," he assured me. I smiled, glad that he was feeling alright. Maybe he was just a warm person. My eyes began to feel heavy, I struggled to keep them open but I lost and they closed and my body was overtaken by sleep.

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Btw Jacob is already a werewolf.