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Pride and jealousy parade - Jastin

Buterasontario This isn't what you requested but I couldnt find it, so I winged it, I hope you still like it hun.

Everyone enjoy

xoxox

Ginny

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Jason's pov:

I was sitting at the bar drowning my anger, jealousy and my pride. I was on my tenth beer when my best friend came in to the bar and walked over to me.

"Jase?" he asked shocked.

"Wat'up Za" I said and he furrowed his eyebrows.

"What are you doing here Jason, why aren't you home with Justin and D? What did you do now?" Za asked and sat down beside me.

"Because he broke up with me, well at least it sounded like that" I mumbled but that wasn't the whole truth. But I felt Za's angry gaze on me.

I felt tears roll down my cheeks as I thought back to what happened before I ended up here. I hate myself so much, and for bringing him up.

8 hours earlier

"I hate that you never agree with me, I come up with something and you just push the idea away Jason, always it doesn't matter what it is you always shut me down" Justin said and I rolled my eyes. "Don't fucking roll your eyes at me when I'm talking to you" he barked and I just looked at him. "Fine is this what kind of home you want Damon to be raised up in? Arguing, never listening?" he barked at me.

"Whatever Justin, I just think that, that school is a little way too expensive for Damon, Zayn was clearly high when suggesting that" I said and Justin clenched his jaw and snorted.

"Of course you think that, since you don't even care about my son" he snapped at me. I turned around fast and glared at him.

"Damon is just as much as my son, like he is yours" I barked back at him.

"Truth is Jason, he is mine and Zayn's, you just said so, and you will never treat him like yours, like Zayn did" Justin yelled back at me and that hurt to hear.

"You still fucking love him?" I asked.

"Of course I do Jason, just because he is dead doesn't mean I have forgotten him, neither have Damon, Zayn was his father" he said. That hit me in the chest hard.

"So you are saying meeting me and moving in with me was a mistake?" I asked. "You don't care Jason, I work two jobs and all you do is sit on your fucking ass playing video games hoping someone from a recording studio to call you, wake the fuck up. Reality is calling you" he said and I just ignored him and grabbed my game controller and continued playing.

"This is what I mean, sometimes I wish I never meet you, then I wouldn't be so hurt this often. I can't take this anymore Jason, you need to choose, me and Damon or your stupid video games?" he said and I just turned my head looking at him. But he was already gone and soon the front door slammed shut. I threw the controller away and I put my head in my hands groaning.

Justin was soon back and he just looked at me before walking to our room, well in this case his room since he threw me out to sleep on the couch. I walked towards our room and I heard sobs leaving my baby's mouth. I leaned my ear to the door and heard him talking to someone.

"He doesn't care Ni, and he had the nerve to bring Zee in to this, saying he was high and what not, and I just can't live like this anymore Niall. Sometimes I wish the doctors never found the cancer on Zayn and we would still be married and raising Damon together. I do miss him, but when Zayn passed I thought happiness was very far away and then I run into this guy with a tough attitude and great humor and he made me smile again. Naill I was happy, but lately it feels like that Jason doesn't exist anymore.......I know Niall, but I can't do this anymore, I think he's cheating on me too, I think I'm going to leave him....." That was all I heard before I was out the door and ran straight to the bar a couple of blocks down. I screwed up big time this time. He thought I was cheating....good job Jason.