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Hot tub- Jaill Part 2

OK I got this idea of a part 2 so I hope you like it hihi......

Naill's pov:
It's been six months since that night I lost my virginity to my brother. I know, I know bad Naill. But I just couldn't help it, in that moment in the hot tub I knew I had fallen for Justin and badly too.

We did fuck in his bedroom twice before he carried me down to the hot tub where it all started, on my request of course. He fucked me so damn good in the hot tub and our tongue's danced like a perfect symphony. Everything felt so right.

Well until the next day when I woke up and Justin wasn't beside me, like when we had fallen asleep. His side of the bed was empty, so I thought he went down to make us breakfast but no. The whole house was empty.

I waited and waited but he never came back, well I did find out where he went though. But not until mom and dad came home and they told me Justin was staying at Ryan's. I felt so stupid for pushing him. I know he felt guilty but I thought he felt the same. I guess he didn't.

When mom and dad had been home for two days Justin came home with Ryan, and he came out to all of us saying he was bisexual and him and Ryan were together. The following week in school everyone found out about Justin and Ryan, but no one dared to say anything.

Funny thing is, in all this time I've never seen Justin and Ryan kiss once, only holding hand. So I'm really starting to wonder if it is one of Justin's tricks that he is playing. Also he never talks to me if mom and dad aren't there that is.

But everytime I'm not looking at him or we are watching TV the whole family, I can feel eyes on me. So I've come to a conclusion I will ask Chaz. Why you ask, because he is around Ryan and Justin 24/7. So here I am standing outside Chaz's class since Ryan and Justin doesn't have home ech this semester.

"Hey Ni, what are you doing here?" I heard Chaz ask me.

"Hi Chaz, I need to talk to you" I said and grabbed him by the shirt.

"Woah hold up man" he said as I dragged him to an empty classroom.

"Ok, you dragged me here so what's up?" He asked me while I was fumbling with my shirt, all my confidence gone.

"Is Justin really seeing Ryan?" I mumbled.

"Eh well yeah, why?" he asked and I sighed. "But are they really have you seen them kiss?" I continued.

"I've seen them kiss and fuck, and to see them fuck wasn't my intention, but what is your point?" he asked and all the color from my face drained. I was pale as a ghost, I couldn't say anything I just opened the door and stormed out and ran away fast.

My heart was completely broken.

Justin's pov:
Ok where the hell do I start. I fucked up so badly with Naill. First I took his V card, then I fucked him in the hot-tub, and after we walked up to my bed, we kept kissing and cuddling and then we fell asleep. Only when I woke up I realized what I had done and I couldn't be near him, I felt so damn guilty. I got dressed fast and drove to Ryan's place and I just told him everything what had happened.

He was shocked at first, he was. But he wasn't disgusted thank god. Ryan asked me a bunch of stuff and so on, we had a few beers and well ok a lot of beer and as we were drinking and talking Ryan asked me how it was kiss a guy. I told him in my drunken state that I would show him, and I did. He was shocked at first when I kissed him but soon he started kissing me back and well one thing led to another. Ryan and I fucked.

When we woke up naked together the next day, it felt kind of right. Not as right as it felt with Naill but it felt good. I could never be with Naill it doesn't matter how much I really love him. He is still my little brother, it is incest. So Ryan and I made a deal to not kiss or do a lot of PDA around school or when Naill was close by. But it is hard to pretend to love someone else when your heart wants one special person.

I like Ryan a lot, I do. But love? No I don't love Ryan, I love my baby brother, and it is getting harder to keep my eyes off of him. I know Ryan has noticed this but he doesn't say anything.

I'm right now in math and Ryan was sitting beside me and he took my hand.

"What is wrong Jay?" He asked me. "Talk to me" he said and squeezed my hand.

"I'm so fucking messed up" I mumbled and felt a tear slip down my face and Ryan turned my head.

"Jay, this is about Naill isn't it?" He whispered and I nodded small.

"Justin, you and I are friends with benefits, I don't love you, and you don't love me. I know that your heart belongs to Naill. I guess we just went on with this...us so you wouldn't have to deal with Naill. Ok you are brothers but love is love, you can't help who you fall in love with" Ryan said and I just smiled at him. I leaned over and kissed him gently.

"Thank You Ryan" I said.

"Hey what are best friends for, well in this case best friend slash ex-boyfriend" he said winking at me.

When the bell sounded I grabbed my bags and ran out fast to my car and drove home. Once I'm home I see Naill in his room, looking really sad.

I started walking towards his room when I started hearing small whimpers and then a crash.

"I fucking hate you Justin" He mumbled and I barley heard him. But dang it hurt to hear him say that.

"I fucking hate how much I love you Justin, why can't you just leave my brain. I thought that night meant something to you but no, I guess not" I heard him say to a picture of me on his wall. I know I was eavesdropping but I just couldn't stop.

Naill fell down on the floor and I saw he grabbed something sharp.

"You don't want me anyway Justin so why do I even try" He mumbled and I saw a razor in his hands and I panicked and rushed in to his room and grabbed his hand holding it firmly.

"Don't you ever dare self-harm Naill James Bieber!" I said and he looked up at me in pure shock.

"Justin?" He mumbled.