robin,
you sent a letter. your handwriting is messy, as ever. (remember in seventh grade we had an amazing language arts teacher that absolutely disapproved of your handwriting? i miss those times.)
you said something about planning your marriage to her. i don't remember what you wrote exactly, as upon reading those words my eyesight blurred with tears. you're too good to her, robin. too good for her. she's really quite horrible, robin. can't you see past the lovestruck wall that has blinded you from who she actually is?
i feel we're back in school, with all this drama. i didn't like it then and i don't like it now.
on a better note, i'm collaborating with an english musician on a few songs. his ideas are great. very metaphorical.
thoughts of you overrun my mind a lot of the time. the thought of you marrying her is painful, so painful. once upon a time i imagined that would be us. i need something to numb the pain, and songwriting gives me just that.
he loves what i write. and i love you, robin. i love you incessantly.
aurelia.
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give me novacaine by green day
YOU ARE READING
incessantly - van persie
Fanficwords composed from a selection of twenty-six letters can't even begin describe how i feel about you. © miroklose, 2015
