Love Is So Hard To Find

~Chapter One~

Zonnique POV
I sat there with my knees close to my chest crying my heart out why does he do this to me I love him after all the ass whooping he gave me I still LOVE HIM o sorry my name is zonnique pullins I'm 18 years old and I get abused by my boyfriend John he says he don't want to hurt my pretty face but yet he does I just wish that he changes one day

ZONNIQUE .....ZONNIQUE ... GOD DAMIT NIQ john yells at me while I was daydreaming y-yyes I finally answered but my voice was shaky did you here anything I just said he yelled n-nno I said still scared of my life out of the blue he punched me dead in the eye shit that shit hurt like hell I scream like it was my last day alive AAHHHH I cried in pain shut up bitch get yo ass up and go make me some food god damit he said cold blooded I just sat there crying why me god why the fuck it got to be me

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I finish cooking john his food I fix him fish shrimp pasta and salad to the side that his favorite dish for me to cook I remember when he told me that but that was when he was a sweetheart not a abusive bitch I grab his plate and his fruit punch drink and walk up stairs to his room yea his room he say this his house but before we got together my pops and ma bought me this damn house then he moved in it was our house now he claims this his house he got me oso fuck I walk in the room to hear him only flirting with another bitch I want to cry but my pop said never cry over a fake nigga I walk to him and gave him his food thx bae I love when you make my favorite dish I gave him juice and said you welcome honey before he took a bite of his food he drunk some juice he look at the juice crazy and threw it on me wtf and I'm wearing white and that shit is red BITCH I HATE FRUIT PUNCH YOU KNOW THAT john yelled o shit I forgot all about that b-bbae I'm sorry I just fo-gco he slap me im not surprised I should of saw that coming I got and slowly walk to the bathroom but before I could touch the door knob my hair yanked back ZONNIQUE YOU LOVE MAKING ME MAD HUH he said while slamming my face in the wall Aaahhh john you hurting me I scream it was a big ass hole in the wall he yanked my head back more and did it again by now I couldn't scream I was just shaking like hell he let go of me and I fell back I start coughing up blood i-ii thought (cough) u love me I said bitch that was two years ago I found new love hoe I'm leaving yo ass in 4 weeks cause my WIFE pregnant with our child he said while smirking by then I just bust into in to tears I always wanted a baby I always wanted to get married I always wanted to be love this shit will never happen am I ugly am I shit wtf am I to him I must be something bad cause I'm not perfect to him why is love so hard to find

Sorry it was short I am new to this and I just wanted see if I was good hope yall like this and the next one will be long promise thx bye