Love Is So Hard To Find

~Chapter 8~

6 months later

Ray POV
So me and niq have been doing great she is now six months pregnant and I tell you its a great experience seeing her this big because one she waddle funny as hell two she has so many moods first she mad then she happy then she said then she annoying and three she up everything like she ate my damn tacos

BAEEEE niq yelled  What do you want now I said O YOU GOT A ATTITUDE WITH ME FUCK YOU she yelled while slamming the door this girl and her moods swings I got up and walk upstairs I tried to open the door but It was lock baby can you please open the door I ask why so you can get a stank attitude with me I don't think so she said no I just want to say sorry but you won't let me so I'm just go say it bae I'm so sorry for getting a attitude with you I was just trying to watch the game so can you please except my apology I said but I didn't hear anything all I heard was soft snores I went downstairs and got a knife and went back up stairs and pick the lock and twist the knob I open the door and saw her sleeping that damn fast see I told you them mood swings are just speeding past us like crazy but I was about to shut the door and before I could she woke up Ray she said softly what the..... omg ..... How you wake up so damn fast you just went to sleep like five minutes ago I said while stuttering  I don't know just come lay with me she ask bae but I wont to watc-gco ok watch your game I don't care anymore just shut the door when you leave she said quietly wait you not mad about me leaving you alone and I'm about to watch the game I said no I'm not mad just get out ok get out you don't then she stop talking she didn't even finish her sentence but she was just holding her stomach OMG RAY he kicking ray he's kicking she scream in excitement I ran to her and put my hand on her stomach and he was going crazy in there that's when he start kicking uncontrollably and niq couldn't even balance her self hey Jr you bet to settle down niq said while rubbing him then he start kicking lighter and lighter then he stop Bae I'm so hungry right now niq said Yeah me to let's go to MacDonalds I said  yeah let's go cause I'm about to scream if I don't get no damn food in my stomach niq said while getting up and and trying so hard to put on her sandals bae do you need help or nah I ask Yes nigga I need help shit this stomach big she said I laugh and help her she look cute for a pregnant woman with no make up either oooo she fine anyways we walk downstairs well I walk niq waddle and we got in the car and drove to MacDonalds

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We made it to MacDonalds and waited in line for 3 minutes until we was up

Yes what will you like the waiter said can I have the umm Angus bacon and  cheese burger with a side of large fries and a sweet tea I said ok and for you mam she ask yes I will like Angus bancon and cheese wrap with a bancon ranch salad and a sprite niq said ok that would be $14.50 she said oh I got it hold on niq said nah bae I got this I said while handing the lady the money awwww baby you so sweet niq said while kissing me we waited like 5 to 6 minutes cause niq like her food fresh we got our food and went to a table niq start grubbing like crazy bae slow down I said I'm sorry I'm so fucking hungry can you pass me my sprite she said yea here you go I said while we were eating and and talking my ex Tanya showed up shit she ain't nothing but trouble I heard if she is in love with you and you break with her and get another girl she will try to bring some old shit up about their relationship wassup ray how you been Tanya said I rolled my eyes and scoffed I'm fine and you I said I'm doing horrible she said good I mumbled umm who is this Tanya said referring to niq she my girlfriend got a problem I said yes I do boy and you know why she said why is that huh tell me please I said while getting a little pissed we never broke up jackass Tanya said I froze for a minute we did break up wait ...did we ray what is she talking about niq ask I just looked at her with a confuse face on me wait she tryna play me hell no I remember we did break up hold on bitch we did break up because your ass cheated on me with chres and you blackmailed him to have sex with I said while standing up niq laugh a little whore niq said bitch what did you call me Tanya said I called you a fucking whore you go do something about it niq said Tanya turned red and pushed niq AAHHH niq scream and fell what the fuck Tanya she carrying my child dumb bitch I said I don't give a fuck I hope it die she said you are one hateful evil bitch I said I looked at niq she was crying holding her stomach I looked at the floor and saw blood Oh god somebody call a ambulance I yelled I looked behind me people was calling on their phone, and panicking I looked to my side and Tanya was gone little bitch baby stay with me I said but she closed her eyes

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Nique POV

I woke up hearing crying and beeping sounds I looked to my side and saw ray crying his eyes out ray baby why are you crying I ask he just looked at me and said we waited so long niq now he gone I was confused then the doctor came in hi ms Pullins are you okay the doctor said of course why not I ask mam you lost your child the doctor said looking worried I was stuck what no you are lying no not my baby I start kicking and screaming my baby is gone why my child why me god I scream while crying babe calm down ray said while trying to hold me down no our baby is gone ray I carried him for six months six fucking months I was ready for my little rayon I cried we go be ok ray said while rocking me

Why me god why me