Love Is So Hard To Find

~Chapter 6~

Niq POV
I woke up next to my new bae but when I rose up I was sore fuck you ray just playing but this shit hurt like hell its feel like a damn elephant stuck his whole foot in my pussy and kept it up in there that's how I feel but I'm go force myself and get out this bed to fix my man some breakfast I kicked my legs out the bed fuck I mumble I slowly got up but fail so I tried it again successful I walk to the bathroom did my hygiene I walk out the bathroom and ray was still sleep I walk down stairs I got out a pan and skilet(spell check) and pot I grab the eggs bacon pancakes and grits I began to do the pancakes and grits since it takes up more time ---------after I finish with the pancakes and grits a grab the eggs and bacon I began cooking them

After I finish cooking I turn off the stove grab a plate and put ray food on it I grab some orange juice and his plate and walk back up stairs I slowly open the door and I saw him sitting up watching sports with his hair in a messy bun he look at me I gave me a smile good morning sexy he said while getting out of bed and walking to me good morning handsome I said returning the smile I gave him a kiss and gave him his food I walk to the bed and set his drink by him I laid beside him and watch him eat you want some fatass he said while laughing I do got a fat ass I said while smirking and it belongs to me ONLY me you hear me he said while smacking my ass owwww yes I hear you I said rubbing my butt he smirked and begin watching TV I'm not a football person nor basketball so I don't know what's going on there for I had to change the channel I grab the remote and went to guide I kept going down until I saw my favorite movie daddy little girl's for some reason this movie mean something to me I mean my dad has three girls I'm the youngest and we are his baby's I click on it and it was on my favorite part when the girls was moving in with monty and they talking about China pees in the bed heyyy I was watching that ray said with a mouth full of food close your mouth that nasty bae I don't want to see that I said looking at him with disgust I so I'm nasty but I'm not the one that was saying faster last night he said while smirking shut the fuck up I was into it so I said that to you I said in embarrassment I cover my face and hid my blush nah bae don't cover yo blush he said while taking my hands off but bae that embarrassing please don't tell nobody I said while whining yea come on I got to take you home he said while getting up how come I want to stay I said pounting yea I know but one my mom need me to help her pack because she moving into a bigger house two you need to get home and make sure your house clean cause I'm go be coming over ray said ughhh fine but can you carr-gco I ran to the bathroom and start throwing up am I sick hmmm strange but its probably morning sickness I flush the toilet washed my hands and rinse my mouth out I walk out and Ray was standing there looking worried are you ok bae he said coming close yea it's just morning sickness probably cause I didn't eat I said while putting on my shoes and jacket you ready he said yea let's go I said ray grab my hand and we walk downstairs he open the door oooo it's cold out here ray hurry up to my side open it and shut the door and got on his side and shut his door god it's cold as hell out there ray said while taking of His jacket he cranked the car and turned on the heater ight let's bounce he said while pulling off ray can we listen to music I said yea go ahead he said keeping his eyes on the rode I turned on the radio and heard my song make me proud by drake but it was Nicki minaj part

B-b-b-bet I am all them bitches I'm better then mansion in Malibu babblin I never mention everything I dabble in and I always buy slow when I'm straddlin and my shit so good you got to paddle in gotta r-r-r-roll your boat its pink Friday and ovo popped out I'm the realest deal best legal team so the deal is ill it's Mac opi and a fragrance too

All of a sudden ray turn the music off heyyy I was rapping that I said look to the side he said o we were here didn't notice I said while getting out heyyy where my kiss Ray said while frowning I giggled reach in and gave him a kiss damn ma trying to suck my lips off ray said while chuckling maybe I said sounding flirty he smirked ight we go see who suck who off tonight he said boy I had enough last night you not bout to have my pussy feeling like a elephant stick his hand in me I said o that how it felt good job Jr he said with a smirk well I'll see you later I said yea ight bye love you he said love you to I said I watch as ray pulled off I turned around and walk to my door I tap my pockets for my keys I found them I unlock my door when I walk in I ran to my bathroom and I started vomiting again ughhh what is wrong with me maybe I need to eat I brushed my teeth and walk downstairs I walk to my kitchen and saw the back door open what the fuck is going on I grab a knife and walk slowly to the door I hurried up and close it and locked it but when I turn around I saw the person I never thought I will never see again j-j-j-john I stuttered in the flesh how you been doing girl he said fine look you need to go my boyfriend is on his way I said hoping he will believe my lie ray isn't coming back until a hour yea quit lieing I saw y'all talking and heard it he coming back later but anyways you looking might sexy he said while walking up to me I start putting the knife up please john I have somebody to love me just go away I said o so you saying that I never LOVE YOU he said YES THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING I yelled back he can bark but I'm go bite that when he hit me I fell back I'm tired if just sitting there crying on the floor I'm going to fight back I got back up and slap him with the knife he fell back and blood start dripping o god I cut him o fucking well that a lesson to keep his hands off of ME he just stand right there looking down it start scaring then lunged at me and just attack the knife fell out my hand I tried to get it but he punch right in the jaw that when he got off me I was in blood he grab my legs and drag me upstairs once my head hit the first step I was gone

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I woke up in a puddle of blood white stuff on me I was naked hair messy and bruises all over me I was so weak to get up I looked over and saw my phone I slowly grab it I was in pain did john just rape me ???? I hurry up and called ray hey baby he said ray... ray please come I need you I cried in the phone b-b-b-bae what wrong he said sounding worried I didn't respond I just cried I'm coming bae he said hanging up •••••••• I heard the door bust open I kinda got scared what if it's john BAE ray yelled thank god it's ray he bust my door open and saw me he ran to the bathroom turn on the shower and pick me up and put me in Bae I'm going to find you some clothes and I ne-gco I ran out the shower and threw up ughhh wtf is going on ray why am I throwing up some much I ask hell like I know but then he stop for a minute ......you might be pregnant he said PREGNANT I'm only eighteen I'm still in school well kinda I just can't be pregnant I said calm down even if you not you don't need to be stress out now get in the shower he said I got in and just relax thought about what just happen did john really rape me the mist question I kept thinking about was that I am really pregnant

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