farzi alien wyf

chapter 33

"farzi alien wyf...."

..... i came out of washroom .... nd saw her..... who was looking at me blankly....... but i just turned my head nd movetowards d cupboard........ nd c came behind me.......... "r u okey .......sinchain...??" c said in a soft tone nd rufled my hair li8tly........."hmmmmm..... mujhe office jana hain....." i said nd ....... againdashed into loo.......... wheraas c was confused wid sudden change of mybehaviour........... i was taking bath........ nd sheding my guilts wid d flowof shower....... nd i went to office...... widout bading her a bye........slowly nd steadily ni8 crept in....... nd i again get tensed wid d thot to faceher.......... bcoz......... everytym wenever i saw her............ last ni8flash infront of me............ wid her pathetic condition......... where c wasready to surrender hurself under me.........smwhere i was accepting d factdat..... i have changed her......... c was no more dat grl...... who was drunkat her frst ni8........ who had guts to flirt wid any guy...... infront of herhushband....... c was no more my alien....... c was no more her own......... cwas now.... smbody else....... who was born..... only bcoz of me....... bcoz ofmy stupidity........ .... but i had to return so...... i returnedback.......... but i tried my best to enter...... room..... after her deep ....sleep..... but i was frgtn dat c cant sleep widout  me........c had a habit....... so... finally i entered.... nd c flashes hersmile......... "where were u sinchain....???/ i was missing u....." ccome to me....... nd smiled...... nd i was about to smile at her back.......wen c chipped...... "bag rakh du...." c clutched my laptopbag.......... nd kept dat aside......... nd i changed my expression...........yeah i have changed her........ c was no more a grl..... who once threatenedher 1 day old hubby..... for unlocking her bag...... i had snatched herinnocence......... nd again last ni8 incident flashed infront of my eyes.......nd i dashed into washroom....... nd after dat... i lie down on bed......."khana nhi khaoge.......??" c caresses my hair....... nd i gentlyjerked her hand..... "nhi.... bhuk nahi hai...." i said lookong atceiling......... "anything wrong.....??" c asked wid a chokedvoice.......... but i dont ansr her...... nd switche off d li8......... i wasnot ready to bear her new version........... nd widout utering a single wrd cslept over me by placing her head over my chest......... a week passed.....nothing had changed........ but everything had changed....... c was still myalien........ but not exactly my alien...... i was still cursing me for my didbut everyni8 we slept in same posture........ c was still trying to talk tome...... but i maintained a distance...... by blabbering some lameexcuses......... nd now c too start to understand my ignorance.......... i hadsnatched her way of talking...... nd showing attitude wid confidence.........nd dis guilt was eating me internaly....... now we were no more talking ......not even a single word is shared btwn us..... we share same bed....... but derewere only two body alone...... nothing else......

smwhere i know.... c is getting hurt wid dis but wat to do......... if c was my alien ...... c was fight back....... wid me..... nd finally i decided to came out of her lyf.......... bcoz..... may b after dat c will bhave lyk herself.............. nd i decided to went dehradun... for a month.........

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