Chapter 9-Alex

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Chapter 9: Alex

                I took a sip of my hot coffee.  I felt stupid just sitting down on this hundred year old chair, watching the painting of Casey.  Every night before I went to bed, I had to gloom over this painting.  It was so real, it looks as if I'm with her right now. I wish she was still here. 

  "I miss you a lot Casey." I sobbed touching the painted face.  "life hurts too much. I want you with me."             

                "I'm so sorry for everything Casey.  I so sorry for kissing her. I'm so sorry for everything i did to you! Forgive me please! Forgive me!I fell to my knees and begged. “I didn’t want to. You know I love you. Only you.”

            This was stupid, I knew she would never hear what I was saying, she is dead. My body shuddered as the word made it’s way through my head. Dead. Because of me. I ruined her. I ruined her family. I ruin everything I encounter.

            Sometimes I wonder to myself why I couldn’t be a normal teenage boy. Why I couldn’t be like everyone and fall in love, why couldn’t I go to sleep without having nightmares that wake me up every single night? Why did I have to be this, neither human nor ghost; I was something that could shift, something that was anything but normal.

            If I was normal, I could’ve been with Casey. I could’ve loved her—even if she was a pure heart. If people like me seized to exist, then all pure hearts would be safe. All pure hearts would be given a chance at life—love.

            I small sob fights it’s way out of me. I feel like about to throw up. I knew that people like me, people who needed pure hearts—who need their gems—would always exist. It’s just unfortunate. It’s life.

            I leaned my head back slightly and closed my eyes. Either way Mona was going to die anyways…

            Ring. Ring. Ring.

What was taking her so long to answer?

“Alex?”

“MONA!” I scrambled to my feet. “Hi.”

 “Oh. Uhm. Hey.” She said stopping subtly.

“So are you doing anything next Saturday?” I asked smiling.

 “Uh, I’m not sure why?” she said her voice rising slightly.

 “Oh, it’s just, I don’t know, I wanted, well” I faked a stutter “Well, Mona can I ask you something?”

 “You’ve been asking me a lot lately. So no.”

I snorted.

“What do you mean? I haven’t seen you in like four days. Babe, that’s not right.” Babe? Is that what it is now? I feel a tug at my heart. Casey.

I hear her breath catch through the phone. Stupid girl—she thinks I love her.  Sometimes I wish she’d find out what I was planning so it wouldn’t be so easy to kill her.

 “B-b-babe?” She laughs slowly. “My name is Mona. Hehe.”

  “I know you little sweet pie.” Another tug. “You’re my little baby, and I wanted to ask you if you wanted to be my prom date.”

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