• guardians of time: gratsu •

• the definition of abhorrence •

(A/N: normal font is Natsu in first person mostly talking about his bae! It's him describing Gray, whilst they're on a date. And gray is the only person who actually speaks out loud. And Death, as usual, speaks through the italic, he's speaking about Natsu and some other stuff... And I am bold! 😭. So I hope you guys know what's going on! Since one speaks then the other. Separated with a "****" So... I'm doing that only for this chapter. (Maybe next one, dunno) Somethings different, I know. Please tell me if you're confused. XD😊😊)

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Chapter 11
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Rarely people know what being hated truly means. They cannot comprehend such a notion. The feeling of being loathed by all. I personally know the feeling: I am Death. People despise me, also they fear me. Simply due to the fact that I simply must end their lives. Still, I do not understand why I am hated for such a thing. Everything that has a beginning, must have an end. Why don't they understand something so simple? One day I will also cease to exist exactly like how they will also one day stop living. They will be forgotten. They will stop existing.

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His pale, slender fingers were always cold and barely ever had any warmth to them. His polished oval nails, speckless and clean. His palm well defined and smooth. He probably had never done a day of work using his beautiful hands.

I truly loved intertwining my fingers with his own. Warmth streamed through his hand the second we touched. A kindle of light would ignite on his palm. His frozen blood would begin to flame. Fire would dance on his palm lines.

His pale, slender fingers were always warm when I held onto them. I loved his hands the same way I loved him.

"Your hands are warm," he said.

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However Natsu, Mavis' former favourite Angel is what some assume is Satan. Lucifer. Call him what you please. Most people however, call him 'the Devil'.... For reasons that are known by some....

He's the first sinner. The first immortal being who sinned. Who went against Mavis. Who was consumed by jealousy.

That one sin decided his fate.

It decided that he would never have permanent happiness- always temporary. But anguish and sadness would follow him till finally, like all, he stopped existing.

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Blue eyes. (i personally give up wondering what colour grays eyes are. today they're blue)

Deep into the night, a storm was brewing in the heavens. The raging waves would crash into the coast and into the rocks. Destroying all in their path. The sea was taking out its loneliness on everything that stood in its way. The weary moon hung in the bleak sky hidden behind the clouds; it was lonely, it was forgotten due to the mayhem the sea was creating. The clouds would roar with anger as they drowned the sea in its tears.

I would gaze into his blue eyes and see the night, and a storm, and the sea with a crying sky.

I wanted to heal his loneliness, his anger, his self-hatred.

"Don't ever leave me, okay?" He said, pleadingly.

I didn't reply.