Secret service

Girlfriend?

Bk's pov

what happened? think bey. my head hurts, my body aches. i can hear beeping sounds but i cant see anything. i'm telling my eyes to open but they keep disobeying me. i can feel something on my hands like someone is holding it, is that water i feel. the person is talking but i can barely hear. wait Shawn.

"come on bk you have to wake up, please, for me," Shawn said. i can tell hes been crying. i'm trying Shawn, but my eyes are not working. "bk, you remember when we just met, well actually you kidnapped me," he chuckled. "i thought you were the most beautiful woman i have ever seen, i kept staring at you, even though i was terrified that you were gonna kill me," he chuckled again. i had to laugh at that one. "i thought, that wouldn't be a bad way to die, if you did it, there was just something about you that i wanted to know everything." "what makes you smile, if i could make you smile, could you fall for a guy like me? like i was falling for you." "you probably wouldn't, but that had to be worth something for me to try right? please wake up bk so i can actually try." Even if i wake up Shawn, we couldn't work out,  my mission with you is finish, i travel too much and besides, i cant give you the love you deserve, i cant love someone if i don't have a heart, i tried to say to him. but my mouth wouldn't open. This is so frustrating, i want to wake up. the beeping sounds around me started getting louder. i can hear a lot of commotion around me too. what is happening? i couldn't hear anything anymore.

Shawn's pov

A doctor and nurse rushed into the room, "sir, we are gonna need you to leave, now!" the doctor yelled at me. "wait, no, i'm not leaving her," i told him. at this point they were paying me no attention what so ever. "she's having a panic attack, go on three," the doctor told the nurse, then she shocked her twice. "Again" he said. i think it worked  this time because her heart rate was going back to normal. I let out deep sigh of relief that I didn't know I was holding in. I sat there and held on to her hands while they ran some more tests on her. They took more than half an hour before they were finished and left. I waited and waited, praying that she would wake up but she wasn't budging. The only thing that was happening to let me know she was alive was her chest moving up and down and the heart monitor beeping. *sigh*
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I dozed off in the chair with my head laying on her hands. Minutes later I felt something pulling me, my head shot up fast to see her big brown eyes staring at me. Am I dreaming? I thought "Hi" I croaked out. She just looked at me like she was considering something. " I heard what you said Shawn," she finally spoke. Oh lord, this could go either way. I'm just gonna deny it. Imma tell her she was dreaming. "Heard me say what?" I asked playing coy. "Good move mr carter, but playing coy only gets you killed faster," she informed me. By this time I was sweating. I'm gonna stick to my plan. "Heard me say what BK?"
"I heard you say you were falling for me and you wanted to at least try so we could have chance" she said while looking at me, her eyes glistening with what looks like hope in them. At least that's what I thought it was. I can't lie now. What did this woman do to me. "Well y-yeah, I w-was wondering if y-you would be hum my- my girlfriend?" I said stuttering, something I haven't done in a while around her. We both stared at each other, not blinking or looking away. I saw a definite yes In her eyes until she spoke, "I'm sorry Shawn, we" she said pointing between both of us, " us, can't happen, I travel too much and besides this will probably be the last day I see you." She said looking away from me.
I can't move, did this just happen? I thought she was gonna say yes? What happened? I put myself out there and she turned me down. I'm gonna be a man about this. "Yeah, I guess your right," I whispered "I'm glad your ok though, maybe I will see you around," I said getting up. I kissed her forehead and walked out. I can't let her see me cry. I know I just met her a week ago, but in that week I got to know her, well I got to spend time with her, I still don't know her. She won't even tell me her name. I found out she didn't like being tickled although she's really goofy and funny, she actually cares about people but won't admit it. Why else would she watch over my family? That wasn't her job. I just think she's afraid of opening up to someone, to actually let them lover her. What made her so scared to be loved. All these thoughts bothered me. You could say I fell in love with a stranger. I walked into the waiting room to wake up Ben and Abby and left without saying a word to each other. They must have been really tired but I was exhausted, I got shot and got my heart ripped out in the same day.

Bk's pov
What did I just do? I said with my head in my hands crying. What the hell, I snapped up real quick. Why am I crying, I don't love him, I can't love him. We just met. As sweet as he is, how he cares about me without knowing me, how much he cares for his family. He would put his life in danger to protect them without thinking about himself. He was basically asking to do the same for me. I am not use to people caring about me and I can't hurt Shawn, he's too good for me. That's why we can't be together. I should have told him that. The way he walked out of here, I knew I hurt him, even though that was what I was trying so hard not to do. My phone beeped on the table next to me. I reached over and grabbed it, I had received a text.
"You are really stupid agent, you really thought you could get rid of me that easily? See you around agent BK. And tell your little friend we have unfinished business --James.
My breath caught. How? Why? How is that possible, Shawn shot him. Oh my god Shawn, I yelled. I have to get out of here. Shawn is in danger. I pulled the chords that was in my arms out and got up, putting on the clothes I came here in. Now to distract these nurses and make my escape.

That was easy. I am in so much pain, but Shawn is my mission, I have to keep him safe. I got into my car and drove towards his house. I arrived there in less than 23 minutes which at a normally speed would have been 40 minutes. I struggled to get out of the car, walking up to the house. This is odd there is no lights in the house and they left before I did. No, James couldn't have got them yet. I started panicking pulling out my phone to call him.
"BK?" I heard. I turned around fast, I know that voice from anywhere.

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