Secret service

Waiting game

Bk's POV

I watched as the doubt crossed his eyes but were soon replaced by longing and then determination. He slowly sat up taking me with him as he leaned against the wall. We said nothing as both of us stared at each other, trying to figure out what we wanted to say but by the second I was growing impatient and a little nervous.

"What are you thinking about? Do you not want me?" My voice failed as I slowly croaked out. Still he said nothing. With each passing second I felt the pain of rejection and unwontedness I felt when that fucker who shall not be named made me feel so useless and naive.
He quickly took my hand in his and raised my chin to look at him. Slowly I looked him and saw the uncertainty through his eyes. "Bey-Beyoncé, I would love nothing more than to make love to you right now, right here, shit I could die after that and I would feel like a fulfilled my life's mission," he said laughed trying to lighten the mood.
"I mean whats better than that, I could kill you after that to complete you life's mission if you want," I said following his lead.

He laughed a little. " it's not that baby, it's just, I want to do this right, let me take you on a date? Talk like regular people and if you still feel that way after, I will gladly take you up on that offer," he said smiling and I could do nothing more than match his beautiful smile. He really does care and I can see that. He really is trying to prove that he is nothing like him. " ok, I can live with that," I said whispering in his ear, biting on his ear lobes softly. He let out a shallow moan.

"You know Mr. Carter , you are the first man I have ever met that would turn down sex with me," I said still teasing him. He gently grabbed me by my neck pulling my face towards his, smashing his lips onto mine. "Keep doing just that ms-, wait I still don't know what your last name is," he said breaking the kiss. "Knowles, Beyoncé Giselle Knowles," I replied smirking at him. I saw his lips quirk up into a smile before he responded. "Even if u hadn't told me your last name it would not have mattered to me because it will soon be carter anyway," he breathed out pulling my lips back to him. I laughed into the kiss. I swear every time he speaks my heart does somersaults.
"Giselle though, that's a beautiful name for our baby girl, don't you think?"
"You won't even have sex with me and your naming our kids," I said laughing at his silly antics.
"I mean I'm just warning you from now, once you get this good D, I'm probably gonna have to check you into a rehabilitation center for being addicted to me and my big friend and that equals babies, lots of them," he said trying to be serious. I couldn't even keep a straight face if I wanted to. I busted out laughing rolling around on the floor until tears formed in my eyes. After my laugh attack subsided I looked up at him and he was just staring at me, still looking serious.
"Oh your serious, I'm sorry," I looked at him pouting. He only looked at me, seeming to find the right words.
"We will see who has the last laugh mrs carter, now bring them lips over here so I can have a taste," he smirked pulling me back on his lap. Oh, that's the big friend he was talking about. I could feel him poking me through his jeans and wasted no time trying to feel it. I pushed my hand into his pants and squeezed. He moaned into my mouth and grabbed my ass.
"Girl don't be starting nothing, before I change my mind and fuck the shit out of you," he moaned again grabbing my neck and ass roughly this time while biting on my lips.
Oh DADDY.