Gone?

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Bk's pov
After staying at a crowded hotel for two days, director finally granted my request for a villa near the beach on the north side of Paris. Being near a beach keeps me calm, it makes me relax. The serenity makes everything better, everything is more beautiful.

By now it was 5 a.m and the sun is setting on the north side. Jay was sleeping soundly beside me with his arm clasped tightly Around my waist.
I turned towards him just to watch him sleep. Something I've been doing every time we sleep together. Just sleep, nothing else. His breathing was serenely calm, almost to a state of peace. He pulled me closer to him, snuggling his head between my neck and breasts and relaxed his arms. I took his latest approach as a way to escape. I wanted to sit before the glass windows and look at the sun rising. I kept a blanket on the chair facing the sea just for that purpose.

I gazed at the sun rising for what felt like hours, until I fell asleep again. There were movements behind me and Usually I would react, but Shawn seems to like this part of the morning also. He wrapped his arms around me from behind the chair and whispered into my neck "mhm, good morning baby," leaving light kisses on my neck. He does this a lot now.

I smiled and pulled him roughly over the chair so he was now laying in my lap.
"Why are you stronger than me? you make me feel like the girl," he said looking at me pouting.

I giggled and kissed his lips. "You are the girl," I said in between kisses. We have been doing a lot of that too.
He pulled my lips closer to his as if to make our heads become one. He pulled my bottom lip and stuck his tongue in. He wrestled with my tongue until we were both out of breath.
"Wow, you are not the girl," I said out of breath.
"I thought so," he smirked while getting up off me and pulling me with him.

"Right on time," he said as there was a sudden knock on the door.
"Come in"

The housekeeper came strolling in rolling a cart full of food.
"When did you call for food baby?" I asked him taking the cart from her And dismissing her altogether.

"When I realized you fell asleep in the chair, I knew you would be hungry, with your greedy ass," he said chuckling. I playfully hit him in the shoulder because I knew he was right.

"You know me so well," I said almost frowning getting ready to shut him out.

"Hey, don't do that, I'm not him, it's ok to let me in," he said quickly embracing me. I began to relax in his arms. I don't know if I could ever get over my paranoia, but with Shawn he makes everything so easy and simple and he always seems to know what I'm thinking.

"I know," I sighed and he led me to the bed. I just sat while he placed the food on the food like it was a picnic. There was food everywhere, too much for two people. Eggs, bacon, waffles with pieces of strawberry, English muffins and orange juice.

I just stared at the food, making no movement to get anything. Knowing my mood as always, he sat by me. He began taking eggs on his fork and lifting it to my mouth.

"Be a good girl and open, say ahhh," he said in his weird baby voice that I found cute.
I giggled like a school girl and opened.

" I can feed myself Shawn," I said playfully rolling my eyes at his antics.
"I know that, I just like catering to you," he said eating also.

"Aww aren't you cute,"

"So I've been told," he said lifting waffles with a piece of strawberry to my mouth again. 
I took it, leaving some strawberry juice on my lips.
I was about to lick it off but Shawn beat me to it. I smiled at him hard. He always leave me blushing. He returned my smile and kissed me again.
We kept this up for pretty much the rest of breakfast. Perfect.

Shawn's pov
We finally decided to leave the house, and go down to the beach. I realized these last days that bey thinks she's a mermaid. I don't know if that's possible, but whatever makes her happy.
I'm not really a fan of the water, so while she was frolicking in the water , I was on the sidelines watching her be happy, making me happy. I swear everything she does makes me happy. From her giggles when she gets really shy to her fast mood swings. Sometimes she just closes down and goes into her shell that is the wall she built around her.
I laid back on the beach chair looking up at the sun for a while. Just thinking about the first time I met her in my predicament. I smiled thinking about how scared she made me and how sexy she was at the same time. Baby thug. But in this sense she's the heroine.

"What you smiling about," she asked standing over me. The light from the sun bounced off her hair creating a halo around her head.
"Nothing but you," I said smiling up at her causing her to blush.
"Awwww" she leaned down kissing me.
She grabbed a towel placing it around her and took the seat next to me.
"Bey?" I called to get her attention.
"Yea?" She said looking up.
" what are we exactly?" I said lowly.
She didn't respond, she just stared at me. I know she didn't want face this, but I need to know, I need her to be mine now.
" I love you bey and you keep running from us," I said grabbing her hands.
She gasped and pulled away from me.
"Why do you always have to mess things up? I was ok with us like this, but then you had to make things complicated," she got up and took off running towards the house.
"Shit, shit, shit," I screamed to myself standing there. I wanted her to face her fears but I wasn't expecting her to run off. I sat back on the chair, trying to figure out how I would go about talking to her. She needed sometime to cool off and I needed to think.

Five minutes after I walked back to the house. I went straight inside because the door was already left open.
"Bey?" I called out.
No answer.
"Bey!" I yelled again.
Still no answer.
"Baby, come on I'm sorry, bey!" I shouted. I searched over the house for her but no sign. I looked to see if she left but her bags were still here and her phone. She never leaves her phone. I was starting to get worried. I kept on searching for a good ten minutes until I walked into the bedroom seeing a note on the bed with blood on it.

  I never forget, come find her.
                   JH

My heart rate picked up, I felt like a big lump was in my throat cutting off my air supply. James. He has her.



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