Dear Diary,
Today was bad again. Emma said my brake was over. She said she has prepared and that I should be ready. "It's going to be better if you don't resist" "It will hurt less if you just let us do it." I was so confused until it happened. I don't even consider that this could become sexual abuse. I thought that I would never be more than some beatings every now and then.
Jayden didn't do anything to bad. He just rubbed me and gave me a massage. It felt okay and I thought he was just being nice. That was until he opened a door. It was the door to the vacant classroom. The one that nobody goes in. It's an inside room so it has no windows. He started to push me aginst the wall, that's when I saw Emma and screamed. A teacher busted in and Jayden and Emma displayed and paniced look. Emma told Mrs. Smith "Thank you! She was about to hurt us. She was trying to undress Jayden and do things with us. I think that we are too young for this stuff." She then shot me a look telling me not to speak. Mrs Smith then took me to the office and them to the counciler. She said sorry to them and told them to take all the time they needed to recover from the traumatic experience.
When I got into the office Mr. Lyndon was there. He had already been debriefed about what they thought happened. He told me what he had heard and asked why I did it. I shrugged because the thing was I did nothing. I didn't hurt them and the bruses aren't from them trying to stop me from touching them. They are from them trying to kill me or something. I didn't know what to say of course.
He called my mom, who didn't answer of course. He told me that one of my parents would be contacted and that there will be an investigation. "The authorities will figure out the proper punishment for you. You need to know that your actions are in no way okay." He said. I was sent to my last class for the day and then walked home.
Bye,
Hannah
