I spotted Jenny, with the boys. When I got close to them, she gave me a once over and I knew, she knew something was wrong.
"I need to go home, now." I didn't care that it came out too, forceful. I didn't want to be here any longer. Surrounded by these people, and their violent lives...
"I can take you guys home?" Liam asked hesitantly.
"Yeah... that would be great." Jenny was giving me a questioning look, but she managed to be more polite than me.
We started following Liam, to his car. I don't care what situation we are in, I didn't want Anthony's protection, and I didn't want to do with anything that involved with Harry. I know I'm heartbroken and pissed, but Harry didn't want me. So I have to, no I need to get over him.
The ride home was quiet, I rode in the back and Jenny in the front. I could tell that Liam and Jenny liked each other. They were all googly eyes towards each other. Just because I was hurt, didn't mean that I wasn't happy for her. I just hope he doesn't break her hurt.
Liam parked outside out of my house, and just even looking at the parking lot, I still remembered that night Harry and I almost kissed.... How depressing.
"Thanks for the ride." I said. Liam just nodded.
"Do you want me to stay?" asked Jenny, I know she was trying to be a good friend but 1) I wanted to be alone and 2) I didn't want to cockblock the rest of their night.
"Nah, it's alright. I'll see you at school." With that I hopped out of the car and went inside the house.
The house was dark and quiet. I knew I was alone, my mom had a night shift and she wasn't getting out until 7 in the morning. Usually I wouldn't mind being home alone... hell I was so used to it. But then there was times like these where I didn't like it...it made me feel so lonely.
With my depressing mood and thoughts, I went to take a late shower and then after rushed into bed. Right now I just felt numb. But I know that tomorrow, I'll feel the hurt again. That's the bad thing about me, see I get attached to someone so quick.
And for once, I just wanted someone to not leave. To not give up on me so easily. Yet I was wrong, once again.
A/N: Sorry for the short update, but I just wanted you guys to know what she is feeling. Get to know her character a little bit better. Comment and vote please! xxx
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Teen FictionWhen 17 year old Lilith moves to London, she never would've thought that bad boy Harry Styles would be attracted to her. She doesn't like trouble but when an unfortunate event happens, she starts to take interest in Harry. Things spiral out of contr...