Silence, one thing I hate. You could hear a pin drop on the stage right now. I look around and Nate looks pissed. The guys are smiling and the fans look in shock. Until one starts cheering, then another.
Its like a chain reaction. One person starts and the rest follow. I stare at Sammy as he walks off the stage, I run after him. I walk behind him and he turns around.
"I thought we were going to do it together" I say and cross my arms.
"I'm sorry, but that question just put me off" he paces around. I look back and see no one coming back.
"My brothers going to get so pissed off. If he already isn't" I say. Sammy rolls his eyes.
"I don't care about that Natalie. If he does he sure as hell will not split you and I up, we will be fine" he stops in front of me and slides both of his hands into mine. I look up at him and sigh.
"What if the fans won't like us? What if none of the boys like us together?" I rant on but Sammy interrupts me.
"I don't care what they think. I know I love you, I lost you once, trust me I'm not going to lose you again" I nod.
It was in ninth grade, I was struggling with alot of stuffs. I pushed everyone away from me, even Gilinksy and Nate. I wouldn't talk to anyone. My grades dropped, I was 'depressed'. At least thats what my mom said. All the boys said that they lost me those long months, that it was like I was gone. I would tell them that I was right there, in front of them, so I wasn't gone. The boys argued on that. One day Nate and I had a big fight.
He said he tried to help me, but I wouldn't let him. He said I was seeking attention, and that I was getting it. It was a rough day, but that night he joined me on top of our roof. All he said was that he was worried, scared and afraid that I was going to leave. For good he meant.
When I was better, it still wasn't the same for a while. The guys would guard and watch me, make sure I'm okay. They would always remind me of how scary it was for them, to see me so distant. They just didn't get it.
"I'm serious Nat. I don't care if your brother doesn't support us. I don't need his or anyone always support to keep on making me love you" He looks down at me with a sad expression.
"Why don't we just take a day off of magcon?" I whisper lightly and he smiles at the suggestion. He pulls me out of the back and into the lobby, holding me close to him by the waist. We walk into the elevator and go up silently. He directs me into his room, and I go into the bathroom.
I instantly check my texts.
From: SkateNate
Where the hell are you?! Why would you keep something like that away from me! Why would you go around sneak dating my best friend Natalie?!
From: Mattasaurus
Yay :) its out now. Btw the fans are now screaming your ship name. This is so cute. Sorry about Nate, but yeah hes pissed off.
I sigh and turn off my phone. I walk out to see Sammy on his phone too.
"Did you get a text from my brother?" I ask and he nods.
"Yes, he is not so happy" he says slowly and I frown and lay next to him. I stare at the ceiling, getting lost in my thoughts.
"Its me and you against the world" he whispers and grabs my hand. I turn my head and look into his eyes. I instantly smile.
"Yeah it is" I chuckle slightly and turn my head back around.
After Magcon
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A loud bang wakes me up. I sit up and rub my eyes, Sammy is missing. I make my way to the door and I open it.
Mahogany opens the door. "Good you're awake" she says cautiously and starts pulling me away from our hotel rooms. I start following her.
I start hearing yells, that sound like my brother. I look at Mahogany and start walking back, she grabs my arm.
"Lets go" she says, I pull away and walk into the unlocked hotel room. Nate stands there with a bruised face, being held back from Cameron and Nash.
"Stay the hell away from my sister" he yells and I push past them to see Sammy also being held back by Taylor and Gilinksy.
Sammy stands there with a bruised face, and a cut that crosses his cheek. I sigh and turn to Nate.
"You can never just be happy for me once" I yell and push past him. I start making my way up to the roof. I quietly close the door behind me, admiring the roof top garden.
The birds sing loudly, as I sit on the ledge of the roof. I watch the sun as it starts to set. I smile at the sight.
"I knew you would be up here" I turn around to see Gilinksy. I sigh and turn myself back around.
"Seems like you always know where I am" he frowns and sits next to me.
"It will blow over. Nate was just mad that he didn't know." he gives me a knowingly smile as I chuckle lightly.
"He has never supported any of my relationships. He has never been happy for me, isn't that what brothers are for? To be there for you, cause if it hes doing a terrible job at it." I look down at the city below us, watching the happy people walk by.
"Every relationship you have had you ended up hurt. He just doesn't want to see you hurt" Gilinksy playfully shoves me with his shoulder.
"Yeah whatever" I roll my eyes and swing around, standing on top of the gravel and start to walk around.
"He can't stay mad forever" I stop and glare at Gilinksy.
"But he might not support us. That is what bothers me. I don't care if he is mad, hes my twin. He knows me, I can't lose him because I am in a relationship" I sigh.
"Well, I guess he will have to deal with it, because you guys aren't breaking up any time soon" Gilinksy smiles.
And I smile back.
A/N: So they know. Yeah this chapter sucks, I feel like i'm just out of stuff to write about, I'm all winging it right now. But seriously I'm asking myself, 'why can't I have someone like Sammy'? I'm stuck with my stupid crush he doesn't even care about me.
~Joliee30

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Addicted// Sammy Wilk Story
FanfictionNatalie Maloley had always known about her feelings about Sammy. She had them since 3rd grade. She thought that she didn't feel that way anymore. But when she grows closer to Sammy more and more, she becomes, Addicted.