A/N: Listen to The Weight by Shawn Mendes and Breathe Me by Sia.
I sit in my car outside of Ashtons apartment and text Nate where I am so he doesn't get worried. I walk up to the door and knock. I see Ashton open the door and I smile at him. He looks at me with wide eyes as I walk in. "Sorry I came over early-" I stop and see Ashley sitting there in Ashtons shirt. I stand there in shock. "Nat I can explain" He says quietly.
"Explain?! Do you really think you can explain this. All this time I though you actually loved me" I yelled and turn to Ashley.
"And you. When Gilinksy finds out you are gonna be sorry" I fight back tears. I look at the picture of me and Ashton and I tear it off the wear and rip it apart. "Don't ever talk to me again" Ashton grabs me by the wrist. "You are not going to tell anyone. Gilinksy won't know and you are going to stay with me" He says as he clenches his teeth.
I pull away from him. "We are done" I yell in his face. I start to turn away when I feel a pain in my cheek. I hold it in pain and look at him. I run out the apartment to my car and I drive away.
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I drive along the road when my car starts to break down. I pull to the side of the road and I scream in anger and bang my fists on the steering wheel.
I call Nate no answer.
I call Gilinksy, no answer.
Johnson, no answer.
Sammy, answer.
"Sammy" I am able to cry out between my sobs. "Nat? whats wrong" his raspy morning voice asks.
"Please come to 54th side neighborhood" I make out. "Ashtons street?" he asks concerned.
"Y-yes. five buildings left of his." I say. I hang up and lean my head on the wheel. I wipe me eyes. and five minutes later I see Sams car pull behind. I get out and run to him and wrap my legs around him has he embraces me. "What happened" he whispers. I see Gilinksy in the passenger seat getting out and Johnson in the back.
"Ash-Ashton and As-Ashley" I barely can say. Sam puts me down and continues hugging me. "M-my car broke down" I whisper.
"What happened?" Gilinksy asked. I looked at him with sad eyes. "Ashley did something didn't she?"
"Her and Ashton. I-I caught them together" He pulls me into a hug and I can hear him trying not to cry.
I look up and see Johnson and Sammy walking towards Ashtons building. "Don't please!" I yell. Sammy stops but Johnson keeps going. I run up to Sammy. "It will make it worse please don't" he nods and was about to get Johnson when he looks at my cheek.
"What happened?" he points at my cheek. "N-nothing" I cover it. "He hit you didn't he?" I look down and I feel Sammy's arms around me again. "I'm here its ok" he whispers.
I look and see Johnson and Gilinksy at Ashtons door. I run up and Sammy follows. "Stop please, don't just leave it alone"
"He hurt you!" Johnson yells.
Ashton opens the door with Ashley by his side and Johnson tackles him. I cover my mouth and turn into Sammy's chest and I continue to cry. Sammy holds me and kisses the top of my head. I hear Johnson yell things but it all seems to be a blur.
Sammy Wilk Pov
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I hold Natalie up as she sobs into my chest. I watch as Ashley tries to explain to Gilinksy but he doesn't buy it. She rolls her eyes and tries to get Johnson off of Ashton. But Gilinksy joins Johnson and Ashley gives up.
I sigh and hear that Natalie has stopped crying. The boys stand there with cuts on there hands and Johnson has a bloody nose. We take Natalie to her car and Gilinksy gets it working. I hold Nat bridal style and get in the back of my car with her. Gilinksy drives her car and Johnson drives mine.
"Are you ok?" I ask Nat. I look down at her but she doesn't answer. She just stares at the car window . I sigh, I hate seeing her like this. She was like this the first time they broke up, but they got together again and this happened.
Natalie Pov
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I wipe my eyes and sigh. I stare out the car window and as soon as we pull up to the house I run in and into my room and lock it. Laying in my bed. "Nat?" I hear Nate ask softly. I get up and open the door. he sighs and pulls me into a hug. "I'm fine Nate. I just want to be alone" I say and he nods walking out. and I close my door behind and I walk to my bed falling asleep.
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I woke up to the sound of Nate yelling. I run down the stairs and see him arguing with my mom. "Whats going on?" I ask rubbing my eyes. They ignore me and continue fighting.
"Nate I said no. She needs to stay here she is going to live with dad!" My mom yells. "What?!" I yell and they both turn to me.
"Hunny why are you down here?" My mom asks me. "I heard Nate yelling. I am not going to live with Dad!" I yell at her.
"Dad is better now I promise" I scoff.
"Better? He is anything but better. I don't care if he really is better, you know how I feel" I yell.
"Your dad wants you with him. He wanted one of you." I shook my head. "I'm not going to live with him."
"What happened was 10 years ago hun it won't happen again." My mom said sweetly.
"Yeah right. Dad abused me that night, and you still see right through that." I shook my head "I'm not going. I am going with Nate." I say and I run up to my room and slam my door.
I blare music in my room and I start packing my bags. I run down the stairs with them and put them in my car. "I'm going to Sammy's" I yell and I leave.
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I knock on Sammy's condo door and he opens. "Hey Nat" he smiles lightly at me.
"Hey, do you think I can stay here until we leave for Magcon?" I ask and he nods.
"You're joining us?" I nod.
"My mom thinks she is sending me to my dads so I left" he sighs and sits next to me and puts his arm around me as I lay my head on his lap.
I can't help but get the feeling I had two years ago. The way Sammy made me feel safe and loved. But I know he can never love me like I love him.
I'm becoming Addicted.
Sammy Wilk Pov
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Her head rests on my lap as I rub her back. I look down at her and I can't help but smile. I loved her since the 3rd grade. I tried to get my mind off of her with my ex Wendy, but thats just not possible.
I know she will never love me like I love her.
I'm becoming Addicted.
A/N: Man I felt depressed righting this. Ashton and Ashley are jerks huh. Good thing Natalie has Sammy :).
~Jolie
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Addicted// Sammy Wilk Story
Fiksi PenggemarNatalie Maloley had always known about her feelings about Sammy. She had them since 3rd grade. She thought that she didn't feel that way anymore. But when she grows closer to Sammy more and more, she becomes, Addicted.