Lost within memories

•memories 4•

It drives me wild
I can't get over this
I need you

Takuya POV
One word
Love.
That's what I felt for her.
Getting up each morning the empty bedside
Hiyori.
"Takuya !!! "
"Hm... 5 more minutes "
"Come on Takuya it's our day off lets go on a date "
She sits on top of me
"Come on hiyori I'm tired let's stay in bed all day "
"Takkuuuuuyyyaaa"
"Ok ok I get it. "
She kisses my cheek.
"Aisheteru"
The moments we had. The kiss you have me on my cheek. The warmth still lingers
As I put my finger on my cheek.
I start to tear up.
"Why why must you go ?!"
I get up and walk to my bathroom.
I just need a warm shower and head off to college.
As I took off my clothes and walked into the shower I collapse. With my knees up to my chest. The water hitting my back
Sobbing. Crying.
"HIYYYOOORRRRRIIIII!!"
The pain I feel. This pain. It won't go away. Why ?!
WHY DID SHE HAVE TO GO. WHY !!!
"Takuya ?"
"Hm "
"I really really love you "
"I really really love you too. "
"Promise ?"
"Promise. "
"Forever and ever ?"
"Forever and ever hiyori "
We wrapped our pinkies.
Kissing under the rain.
We promised. To stay together forever. 
WHY AREN'T YOU HERE !!!!!
Why !!
I find myself screaming in the shower.
The pain.
This pain isn't physical yet it hurts more.
Why am I stuck within this memory.
After a few more minutes of crying and sobbing I get out and get changed.
Into a hoodie and some black jeans and some black vans. I grab my back pack and phone and style my hair real quick and walk out.
Maybe I should leave Japan for a while. 
As I walk the streets I take out my phone and calm my school
"Hello"
"Hello "
"Can you excuse me today from all activities in my classes I'm not feeling well. May I have the day off "
"May I have your name and subject and as well give me your reason "
"Takuya Kirishima. I am doing the medical field. The reason is pain. "
"Okay thank you. Get well "
"Thank you. "
I walk out and get into a train.
I'll go to the beach.
The beach ..........

To be continued

Hey hey guys. I want to tell y'all this is all POV of Takuya. I'm a girl so don't know much bout guys but this is kind of the story of one of close relatives. He lives in Korea and well lost a person and had similar thoughts.