Lost within memories

•memories 8•

Slowly I felt my heart mending.
But the only thing is in 1 month our anniversary was coming up
"Happy anniversary !"
" Happy anniversary babe "
  I bought her a rose and a necklace. She made a cute dinner with a small gift
I hugged her close. And kissed her temple.
"I love you Takuya "
"I love you too"
We cuddled and ate dinner. She got me a Tokyo ghoul kaneki figurine.
We watched scary movies together and her cute yelps as she snuggled into my arm.
Ever. Anniversary we would have dinner then cuddle.
We would always spend it just us two at home.
At it was simply perfect. As long as she was happy o was happy.
I wants to take her to dinner once but all she said is she rather be home alone with me.
That I am her happiness
She rather be with me than with any rich person at a rich place
This anniversary
I will be alone. Small tears made there was to my cheek. But a small smile crept on my face as well.
In happy to know that she loves me.
I love her as well.
I love her and she's the reason why I'm still living. Even though the times that I am lost without her.
Even when I want to get back to her.
I want to be with her. But i know she's with me.
Wishing my heart.
Slowly o will accept her death.
I get ready to go out. It's snowing.
The white fluffy cold ice on the floor
I put on a big coat and some black jeans and some white converse and some gloves and a scarf around my neck.

"Takuya come on its snowing !!"
"Coming !!!"
I felt a snow ball hit my face
"Hahahahah !"
"I'm gonna get you." I ran towards her and tackled her onto the snow.
We shared a kiss which warned us up.
Our noses red.
she kissed my nose.
We laughed together and made snow angel . My angel  being bigger than hers.
As we got up I hugged her.
We walked I. The house and drank hot chocolate.
"I love the snow. "
"Why it's so cold "
"Because I get to spend it with you Takuya "
"Then I love the snow to because I get to kiss you and feel all warm and toasty in the cold weather "
I leaned in and kissed her cold nose making her blush a deep red. We walked outside and made a small for my out of the snow and entered.
She didn't have any gloves so I wrapped my hands around hers and blew my hot breath on her hands. Making both of our hands heat up.
"Arigatou Takuya !"
Her cute bright smile with her red cheeks and red nose. I fell in love with her all over again.
She took off her scarf and put it around my neck
"Takuya ! Please stay warm I don't want you get in sick"
She would wrap it around my neck making me instantly warm.
I kissed her
This scarf is the one she out around my neck.
It still smells like her.
I miss her.
I'm stuck within memories.
No matter how hard it is I must deal with it.
I cleaned up the small tears threatening. To fall and walked out.
I bought hot chocolate and walked around the city. I wish she was here passing by the trees it's decorated of pure Christmas.
I wanted to spend Christmas with her.
I see couples.
I sigh.
"Hey Takuya !" I turn around to see my old high school friend
"Hi rei"
"Hey so how's you and Hiyori ?!"
He dosent know. Then again I don't blame him.
"I heard you guys got married. You guys were always the best couple. "
I felt small tears run down
"Let's go to a cafe to talk "
"Oh I'm sure. "
We soon got there at sat down.
"So what's wrong Takuya ?"
"About Hiyori....we never got married. We were engaged. B-but she died. She had cancer and died. I-i wanted to marry her. I-i wanted to s-start a family with her "
The tears were out I was clenching my fist.
"Takuya I'm sorry I didn't know. But she's in a better place looking over you. She's waiting to you to become happy "
I looked up at him and he had a warm soft smile.
"Thank you rei"
To be continued....

Well here is an update I'm most likely to update tomorrow and on Christmas to go with the theme.